BROKEN

chapter 28

"Thanksgiving had passed , Christams is on it's way and your marriage is tomorrow . I cannot believe how time flies and looking at you in that bridal dress , makes it more unrealistic . "I said as I was staring at amelia in her beutiful silvery white bridal gown , her veil completing her magical look as she nodded and smiled at les at the same time .

"Me too "led squelled higging Amelia from back and picking her phone to take memorable selfies .

"You are right and I am so excited about it , I just cannot wait to be mrs amelia brown " she said as if she was looking right into Brett's eyes with utmost love an affection she holds for him .

"Oh come on now , let's order some pizza ,anyways, I am starving "changing the topic is the works best down if its done by les.

"I will take it "I said when doorbell rang and les ordered pizza for two of us and salads for amelia as she insisted to let her fit in her wedding dress atleast till her wedding gets over.

"Wedding is  half an hour away and aren't you ready ? Can I please ask why? " amelia shouted as she entered the room and saw me and les sitting in our casuals , trying to decide what to do with our hair and stuff , when we realized that we should really get started .

We both stood up at her one last glare as she left the room . I decided to go with a simple bun while  les decide to opt for a ponytail .

"You are gonna look stupid " I said to les .

"Really , a girl with sneakers underneath is saying that to  me "

"I am gonna change , are you "I replied .

"No " well here she goes. 

We dresses up an moved out .

We entered with our perspective partners . I didn't knew that les will be entering with jason , tom is not invited that does not mean she will steal ...well he is not my boy anymore , is he ?  Watching him walking with her was heartbreaking for me , but leslie not telling me about him  being here was worse.

After Brett's arrival , it was Amelia,  who was all set to walk down the aisle with her dad . It looked even more magical than i expected it would be . Both of them started with their vows for  ending  up belonging to each other for the rest of their lives .

" No matter how much hardships we have to go through , I will always love you .  Sorry If I sound crazy ,  but everyone says that when you wanna kill yourself because of the way life is treating you , think about someone who is living for you. I assure that my someone is you . It's easy to say never give up when you have everything but I will be there for you  even when there's nothing left  to continue . Nobody will ever love you love like I do and I will always be that girl who loves you like no one else can . I take you you to be mine forever , brett  brown ." There were tears in my eyes after hearing all of what amelia said and especially after the look jason was giving me . I hurried towards the restroom remembering all the beautiful moments I spent with jason in those seven  months .

"Hey , where were you all this time ? "   I heard someone speaking , but i was not in the condition to reply . I felt someone sitting beside me , but I was not in a condition to see . I thought it was les , but change my mind when the person walked me .

"How far can you run from me ? " it was jason . He sas talking to em , his eyes all swollen,  circles underneath his eyes were darker than I have ever had . His eyes have lost their shine,  all the y carry now Is pain . I wanted to kiss him , but I can't,  he made himself loose that right a  month ago and now all is just a dream that has no chance of coming true .

I stood up to leave.  I dont want myself to loose in the battle I have been trying to win since 30 days now . I cannot let live win ove reme and my self respect . I cannot behave like a vulnerable person , crazy in love , who just give  it up . I have always been the person to give relations my best shot , no matter how much they disrespect me , I always have believed in giving a chance,  starting it over , but this time,  it was something I jus can't do .

I don't know where I gathered tje courage to free my hand from hi grip and leave . I was running and was just about to fall when les got hold of me . I dont know what would have happened if I would have chosen wrongly. 

Amelia and brett were leaving for their honeymoon right away , it was painful for me watching everyone merry in love . Mom and mr. Frederickson (though they weren't here ) , les and tom , brett and Amelia. 

I was walking away when les asked me the most painful question of the evening

"What actually happened between you and tom ? "