BROKEN

chapter 34

The way i tackled my car today was the first and last time i did it that way... I hope . I am no panicking,  its not some brand new info i have been forced to deal with,  but i am a bit shackened.  My mom cheated on my dad,  he didn't wanted to leave me.  He did drugs like crazy and tried to kidnap me.  Why would he do this and why would she do this? 

I was back in boston and was really not in a mood to talk about anything serious,  this is not me,  mever will be. 

This is the last day of this weekend,  so better not waste it . I said to myself.

The moment i laid on my bed , I called jason to be here if he can,  i sat wondering what she told me and how it is affecting her divorce case. Maybe there's something she is still hiding . I said to myself and stood still for the  moment  i got her text . I can't take it anymore but if I go there tomorrow again that will be stupid . What does she want to hide and why . I was not able to give my fuckin messed up thoughts another chance when somebody knocked .

'Oh please be jason , please be jason ' I was repeating in my mind as I opened the door and it was not him .

"Hey , I am julie . You may know me by bb . " bb ? what's this high school , who's this  stupid bitch.

"No , I don't ."  

"Ofcourse you are from boston , you don't  . He was right  . "Who ? What is she talking about ?

"Well wherever you are from , you seem like you are anyways   gonna tell . "

"And why would you assume that "

"You seem to have a pretty big mouth

"This should have shut her and if it didn't Jason's arrival surely would .

"Hey , how are ya " I kissed jason as he entered and she left ..whoever's she was .

"I am fine . What was julie doing here ? "

"You know her ?" 

"yeah,  just from a frat party.  "

"Since when do you attend those parties ? "

"Ah , not many , just a few . Anyways , what you are up to ? . "

"Nothing much , you . "

"Likewise , wanna grab a bite ? "

"Nah " he raised his brow as I replied .

"Whats going on ?"

"Nothing , not just hungry . "

"Evaaa"what is this stupid tone?

"Jaaasoon "I returned him the stupid twitch as he settled on the corner of my bed .

"Okay , let's change the topic "

"That you will do " what am I doing ? Hope he ignores .

"When are you going to move in ? "Loved he did .

"Who decided we are going to move in your house ? "

"Oh , I thought it was obvious "

"Why , cause you are a boy ?"

"What does that have to do with it ? It's just my house is bigger , more comfortable and we will be better there .  "

"Hey , mines good too . My mom is well off . "

"I don't mean it like that,  eva . "

" okay , then show it by moving in ...tomorrow? "

"Fine , it doesn't matter where we live . We just should be together.  " that was easy .

"Okay "I scooted closer and kissed him as we got engrossed in talking and prepared stuff for  our classes .

"Where were you today ? "

"I told you ...didn't I?  "

"No  "

" I was at my moms . "

"You were in seattle ? Why won't  you tell me about that ."

"First of all , I think I did . And even if I didn't,  why are you making such fuss about it  ? "

"Okay , I won't.  "

"I was there for my mom , she is having some kind of  problem
with her case and is not willing to tell me anything about it . "

"Why ?  "

"I would tell you if I knew . "

"Alright , why are you being this way . "

"Okay , I gotta tell you.  " I said and his eyes turned into shades I dont like to see.

"Gotta tell me what ? "

"There's this one long lost friend of mine , she is this smart mouth bicth , walks all over your thoughts . Make you do what she wants . And les is forcing me to meet her again . I mean she is a greatest manipulator in the history of world.  I dont know what to do . "

"Hey , you are panicking . You sweat like a sponge . It will  be fine . You dont have to meet her . Who is she anyways ? "

"Blaze ash . "