BROKEN

chapter 18

Just look how peaceful she looks , creating a havoc in my life. I  think looking down at my sleeping bestie. I don't know what she is going to do without me or what I will do without her . The way she cried last night was not good and fuck tom for making her this way , I hope no one ever gets  a boyfriend, asshole like him .

I want to wake her , to shook her up from her sleep and ask her what has made her this way . But the really dark circles beneath her eyes made me realize her lack of sleep and I forbid myself from waking her up.

"Hey brett "I said as he entered the room shirtless .

"Someone took your clothes "he is gonna kill me, for asking this . He is not in a great mood when he returned from his hard gym regime.

He passes me glare and I got the message to shut .

"Hey ..whose the beautiful girl in your bed ? And where's jason . Does he know about your new interests. "He is really bad at jokes

"Shut up . She is leslie , my bestfriend  . And she came here last night to see me .  And by the way where's amelia ? And why has she left you to disturb me? "

"She is off to her zumba classes ."he answers making me realize about  the origin of her fit body .

"Ok..I am gonna call jason if you shut up now and don't stare at her and please don't wake her . "I said moving out of the room and slamming the door behind me."I won't "I heard brett shouting

"Hey what are you up to "I asked him.

"I am in class right now eva . Where are you ? Are you gonna  miss  yours ." Oh my god . I totally forgot about the classes.

"I am gonna miss them . I am just not in  condition to attend classes right now . "

"Okay ...talk to you later ."he said and disconnected the call . He is busy .

I headed back to my room to check on leslie and came to know she is still lost in her dreams .

"I am going to run by the  store . You want something ? "I asked brett before leaving for the  new grocery store innagaurated , across the streets only a few days before.

"Yay , some beers would be fine ."

I headed to the store and bought all the necessary stuff I could possibly need in the upcoming week . Some cheerios , chocolates doritos and pastries would do it for me and leslie.  Beers for Jason and brett .

"How would you like to pay ? "The women behind the counter asked .

"Uhm ..cash . "

"Okay . Just a minute . "She scanned the items and handed me the receipt.

"Thank  you " I said and left the store .

"I had to go to look for apartment . I neither can stay with jason in my stupid dorm with brett and Amelia always in it and not I can sleep till late hours ..i mean even on sundays . As other days obviously i have to wake up at 7 at most to attend classes .  Brett's gyming  sessions will definitely   be a problem one day ,afterall..

I am really worried about les. I don't know what she has  to say and the way she said that i want her to die is even more alarming  . I mean she should understand her place  in my life by now . I seriously have no idea  what gave her this impression but i really hope it's not that big.

I entered the room when I heard les giggling over one of the lame jokes  of brett . But I was happy that he made her laugh . As soon as she saw me , her face fell.  I don't know what has happened but I need to know now . It's  time.

"Brett , Amelia's calling you in her dorm . She met me on my way back ."I lied.

"Uhmm...okay , you two enjoy . See you later,  pal . "He waved towards leslie . Pal , seriously .

"Hey "i seated myself across leslie on the tiny bed.

"Hey "cold reply.

"So what's happening huh? "

"Huh..alright.  So listen , firstly I am pregnant . And I don't know what to do about it . I am  scared as hell right now and the one who got me into this situation  is nowhere around to take responsibility. I am highly disappointed in tom . I mean how could he do that . I trusted him and he ran off to hide in his father's coat . He is such a bastard , coward,  moron .  Okay , and secondly I just want to kill myself right now , I don't know . My head is spinning around,  it's like no one wants me to be here ."she stops to take a breath..I suppose .

"What made you think that I hate you?"I interrupt.

"Well tom heard you and your mom talkin about me being a burden on you . "She shocks me .

"And you trust him?"

"Well maybe ... yes . I mean he was there for me when you were not . It may sound really wrong right now.  But at that time he was my only real support  eva . Mom was .. . Dad was busy with his work and you were off to college ."

"How could you blame everyone else for your miseries  les . It was your fucking damn decision to be there in the first place . "I regretted the words as soon as they leave my fucking mouth.

"I am so sorry les , I  didn't mean to..."

"Its okay . I  know . "She interrupted me.