BROKEN

chapter 35

"Hey , you okay , you are sweating all over . "Les told me as I checked myself out for  like the hundredth time in the mirror .

"Yeah , I am fine . "I murmered as my phone flashed and I left to meet her .

"2 on 10 , what  happened ? A raccoon attacked you.  "I knew it . Here is the person that scares the bigesus out of me , blaze ash .

I got up to greet her as she entered in her flawless skin and stupid brand shop... in the bar . I didn't wanted to see her . I did the best I could , but it's never  good enough for her , is it  ?

"Hey blaze , why did you wanted to meet me  ? "

" oh , don't you wanna know? Well,  here's the thing eva , give them what they want in the beginning and they will never wait for   the end . So let's order first ? " Typical blaze ash .

"Sure . "

We ordered our food and I literally swallowed it to get out of this as soon as it's possible.  .

After a few minutes I was pleading her to not tell me what she was .

"I cannot do that . I am a different person , blaze .  I am not like you  . I am sorry.  "

"Oh , are ya ?  "

"Yes  and I am really sorry but I just can't do what you are telling me to. "

"Well ,  cross your heart and hope to die
Want it  other way , you better lie . "
she said and walked out of their . The same fearless blaze ash walk . And I went home regretting the meeting and promising this to be the last time I did this . I hate her anyways . She is so rude and what's with all those puzzles anyway?

I was walking through the corridors when people were whispering and I just felt that they are judging me . But on what ? I have hardly done anything to make headlines or even the last page of any college paper.

I walked wondering , into my stupid dorm , when I saw nothing but a  note on the floor .

"What the hell happened here ? It looks like nobody was ever here . And the walls were purple , I noticed it for the very first time and walked over to the note , lying on the ground , writen with an ink pen . It went as :

'Hey eva,

Something happened,  which I can only tell you in person . Don't panic and head straight to your home , which your mom bought for you a few weeks ago .

Love ,
Jason '

"I was not panicking  at all "that was definitely a surprise but I turned right over and literally ran to see what has happened .

"Hey , what happened? The drive here soaked up all my thinking power that was left in me . Why weren't you saying anything on the  phone  ? " I vomited all the questions in Jason as I caught him in the driveway. 

"Can you please stop . Come with me and you will know it all . " he whispered into my ear and i nodded and moved along .

When we entered the apartment,  there was something different..but  what ?

" What Jason  ?" I shouted as I was really pissed at him playing all these stupid games .

"  Hey  , can't you tell . We are moving in . I bought all your things here this morning when you went to your classes and I have been planning this since the time we argued about all the moving in things.   " he said .

" I won't say , I am not  happy . But I  am also angry . "

"Why are you angry ?"  

"Cause...." think . Harder . Eva .

"Yeah?"he asked again .

"Cause ........you did this without me . " what ?

"But you wanted this ? "

"Yeah , but ..."think .

"But what ? "

"Okay , leave it . Start it from the beginning.   "Erk.

"Yeah , fine . " I turned around and entered the apartment again and squelled like the way I know he wanted me to . I was really happy and sad for not being able to feel the same first time .

"I am so happy  . "Jason screamed and picked me up .

The time we realised we were about to do it on our kitchen table , we ended it and he told me about the internship he has been hired for .

"Is it paid ? "I asked stupidly .

"No ,what am  ... Einstein? "MOVING ON.

"Yes "I definitely sounded confused . 

"Okay , I have to take this . "I picked my moms ring on third one as I got up and he started going through some papers. 

"Hey , mom "

"Somebody is happy . "

"Yes , I wanna tell you something . "

"You moved in with jason . "How does she know ?

"Yeah... . "

"Wondering how I know ? "Okay....

"Yeah . "

"It was planned . Les knows too . Who you thought gave him the keys ? " I never thought it through,  mommy .

"Yeah well , so one more thing les knew before me . "

"Baby , what do you mean . "

"I mean , i am sick of les , knowing everything before me . About you , your problems,  your heart attack, your case and now  my boyfriend,  move in . What is she   ? Stalker ? "

"And  since when do you  started getting affected by leslie playing an important role in you life . "

"I am not affected by that , but you know , you are my mom . He is my boyfriend.  "

"Okay , won't awake the devil  . I am coming there tomorrow . Wanna talk about something before you cry . Bye . "She is so...she disconnected the phone before I could have replied.  I walked  caughting jason , shirtless , lying on the couch with one of his hand hanging , his mouth wide open as he  slept . I tucked him there and moved to sleep in my new and comfortable bedroom .