Everything

7, Brianna

My phone vibrates on the table. I just stare at it before grabbing it and going back outside of the room still in my towel. Before it hangs up on her I answer it.

"Hell-"

"Brianna Nicolette Starr! What the hell is wrong with you? I called about 16 times and you only answer now." She blares and I take a deep breath.

"I'm sorry Mom, I was taking a shower."

"And you didn't think to call me when it happened." She must be referring to my cheating boyfriend.

"Well mom, I only found out last night."

"I can't believe you." She clicks her tongue, I scoff.

"I'm sorry?"

"Your acting like a god damn victim Brianna. He did it because you weren't giving him any attention."

I gawk at the words.

"Your fucking kidding me right?" I shake my head.

"Excuse me?" My mother asks.

"You heard me, mother. What the hell do you mean! He cheated on me and you take his fucking side. You know what fuck you and fuck David." I say and hang up. Tears roll down my cheek. I suck in a deep breath when the door across the room opens.

Oh fuck.

"Are you alright?" Daniel asks me.

I didn't even know he had a dorm!

"I'm fine. It's just some ex-boyfriend problems." I explain and wipe my eyes.

"Are you sure your alright?" He asks and walks closer to me with his keys in his hand.

"I'm okay, thank you." I smile and he nods.

"I'll see you in class on Monday." He tilts his head sympathetically making my stomach flutter.

I nod and he walks away.

It has to be illegal to look like that.

I sigh before walking back into the room.

"Me and Maria are going to Josie's, Brianna." Brooklyn announces and I nod.

"Okay," she hugs me and I glare at Maria once again, "well I'll see you later," I say and she nods, walking out of the door, flashing a smile before it closes.

I decided to just wear a huge sweatshirt and underwear.

Rebecca 💞

Dude, I miss you so much. I want to come see you 😭
6:13pm

I miss you more. This sucks. My mom just cussed me out and said everything that happened was my fault. As fucking if.
6:14pm

With that my phone begins to buzz.

David 💞 is calling...

I take in a deep breath before swiping to answer the phone.

"Hello?"

"Hey." He says, his voice low.

"I don't want to talk to you. I want to just say that it's over." I say quickly and I can hear his breath hitch.

"No, Brianna please-"

My eyes brim with tears.

"No David, it's okay, you can be with Katelynn. You two would be great together." My voice breaks and I try to take breaths so I won't cry.

"Bri, I'm so sorry." He manages to say and I shake my head.

"You know, for a bestfriend, you really suck at it." I feel my face frown and tears finally spew out of my eyes.

"I know babe." He cries and I scoff.

"Don't call me that. Don't call me anything but Brianna." I say and wipe my cheeks.

"Bri, don't do this."

"What the hell do you mean don't do this? You did it to yourself. Even my mom's fucking defending you, saying it's my fault. That I didn't give you enough attention. For all this fucking time," I choke on my words, "for all the fucking time I thought you actually cared."

"I-"

I hang up. I turn onto my side and cry, squeezing my legs to my chest. My heart pounds and my stomach aches with unrecognizable pain. My head is spinning and I make myself cry with more memories.

A/n: sorry it's such a short chapter loves! 💞