39, Shawn

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"Just stay here, I just need the car!" Brooke begs and I groan.

"I'm just supposed to stay here? It's my fucking car Brooklyn." I yell and she pouts.

"Shawn your here more than I am, I'll be back tomorrow. Shawn please, in begging you." She whines and I roll my eyes.

"For the whole night?! Fuck no Brooklyn, I'm not letting you use my damn car." I yell and she crosses her arms.

"Your being a total dick. I let you use my phone for a week when you broke yours. I just need your car for one fucking night! Please Shawn." She begs and I clench my jaw.

She just won't fucking stop.

"Fine Brooklyn. God damn. What the hell do I do though? I'm just going to sleep in the same clothes?" I sigh and she smiles. She walks to her closet and throws sweatpants and one of my shirts at me.

"There. You leave your shit over here all the time. I merely have a whole drawer full of your clothes. There clean too, Brianna washed them on accident." She laughs and I throw the clothes on the bed.

"Toothbrush?"

"Oh yes Mr. Mendes, I have a toothbrush for you. Hygiene is your number one priority." She groans and goes back to her closet, pulling out a brand-new toothbrush that's still in packaging. She throws it on the bed, "there's shampoo, conditioner, body wash, a god damn loofa, and towels in there." She points back to her closet, "will you suffice for one damn night?" She yells and I clench my jaw harder.

"I'm fine. Don't wreck my fucking car." I threaten.

"Thank you." She hugs me but I quickly push her off of me, she smiles and takes my keys, "if Brianna says anything, just let her know what happened. Thank you Shawn! Don't do stupid shit. And don't fuck with Brianna," I stare at her, "I'm serious." She lectures and I roll my eyes.

"Just go!" I groan and she waves before running out the door quickly, i rub my face.

What the hell do I do now?

I take off my clothes and put on the clothes she gave me. They have a mixed aroma of cologne and detergent. I fold my clothes and put them in Brooke's closet. I put my hands in my pockets and look around the room.

Bri has a few new things on her wall. There's a picture of her kissing Jake's cheek, I practically puke at it. There's another with her on Brooke's lap and they're laughing, I smile. Than there's the one with Daniel, I get closer and see she's at the library with him, they're hugging and his arms wrapped at her waist. I want to take it and rip it into a million pieces but just move on.

I sigh and notice, 'The Fault In Our Stars' hanging on the wall. I grin remembering how I stole that from her. When I walk to her nightstand her phone buzzes, I jump but decide to look.

She won't know.

Daniel :)

H

ey, thanks for that. Sorry for being weird. We should hang out again.
9:53pm

"What the fuck?" I whisper.

What the hell is he talking about? Thanks for what? Hang out again? Are you fucking joking?

I furrow my eyebrows and put the phone back.

Whatever.

I sigh and sit on Brooke's bed. I turn off the lamp and begin to think about things.

I can't believe I'm not gonna spend my birthday with Aaliyah. I can't believe I'm not going to be with her at all. Why the hell won't mom just let me go to Pickering? It's fucking bull. I want to see my little sister.

I lie down and cover my eyes with my arm.

How the hell am I just supposed to sit just sit here? I'm in someone else's room. Not that it's unusual. When did Brianna even leave the room? Speaking of her, are her and Daniel... No. She would've said something. Maybe not. I don't talk to her about anyfuckingthing so maybe she's doing that to me. I should try talking to her more often. I honestly don't really talk to her. I know her like the back of my hand but I don't actually TALK to her. Today kind of sucked. We got into an argument. She just doesn't understand why me and my dad aren't tight. It sucks, but he fucking deserves it. But that's not all. She said, 'you don't date'. Maddie just really had to ruin things for me. I loved that girl. I really really did.

I hear the door click open and I sigh and don't move.

Maddie. She really did a number on me. I remember our first date. First kiss. First time. Than it went down hill.

"Woah." Brianna says, "Jesus Christ Shawn, you scared me."

"Sorry." I mumble and I feel a poke on my cheek. I grin, "what?" I chuckle and she doesn't answer for a second.

"You okay?" She asks and I let out a breath. I remove my arm and Brianna's looking down at me.

"Yeah, why do you ask?"

"Well, your on my roommates bed, your covering your eyes and you didn't seem to be sleeping." She shrugs and I stare at her.

"I'm fine, I was just thinking." I explain and she looks surprised.

"Where's Brooke?" She asks and she walks away.

Oh she went to take a shower.

She's still in her towel, her hairs dripping down her shoulders still. She  walks to far for me to see her so I just stare at the ceiling.

"She went to Jerry's, I think Vivian's over there." I answer and she doesn't say anything. After a second she walks back over to me and I look at her. She sits next to me.

"You sure your alright?" She tilts her head. She moves her hair back.

"I'm fine, I promise." I smile softly and she smiles back. She stares at me before moving back to her bed.

"What're you doing?" I asks and she laughs. She lays on her bed and stacks pillows so her neck is supported.

"What does it look like I'm doing?" She picks up her laptop and sets it on her stomach.

"I don't know." I laugh and she nods.

"That's correct." She says sarcastically. I roll my eyes and she's doing something. I sit up.

"Hey Shawn?" She says and I look at her.

"Yeah?"

"Wanna watch a movie with me?"

a/n: THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 300 VIEWS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I LOVE YOU GUYS 😭😭 Also, just to let you know, this book is ending on chapter 50!

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