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32, Shawn

It's officially 10. Brooke and I decided to go watch a movie before going. I mean, we left the dorms at 6 so we had 4 hours. We are also eating McDonald's, so that's fun.

"Alright, ready?" Brooke asks, taking off her shirt to show her bikini. I nod.

"Yeah." I say and stuff my keys in her bag. The lawn has no one on it but we can see shadows and hear music in the back. We knock on the front door and a couple of girls open it. They stumble out and are ecstatic to see us.

"Oh my god Shawn!" She slurrs and gives me a hug. I'm quick to push her off, "oh Booky!" She whines, Brooke cringes at the fact she said her name wrong and the other girls hug her. I give her a thumbs up and quickly walk inside. There's barely anyone inside, except for the people getting drinks.

I hear a door open and there she is, Emma Staggson.

"Oh hey Shawn!" She smiles and gives me a hug. I smirk at her and look at her up and down.

"You look good, Emma." I bite my lip and she flips her hair.

"Yeah, I know." She winks and turns to the kitchen, "see ya Shawn." She says and waves me off. Brooke runs past me to the backyard.

Wonder who's here.

I take a look outside and see my boys.

"CAMERON!" I yell and Cam's head turns.

"SHAWN! MY BOY!" He yells and jogs over to me, "dude, we're about to shotgun some Natural Ice, wanna come or you gonna be a pussy?" He teases and shoves me jokingly.

"Fuck you, I'll do it little bitch!" I chuckle and put him in a headlock. We both laugh over to the boys and some of are holding a beer. I get handed a can and a knife.

"Alright boys, on the count of three, we chug our FUCKING ASSES OFF!" Justin yells and we all hoot back.

"3...2..1... GO!" I slice the can open and quickly bring it to my mouth and squeeze the can. I could throw up by how bad it taste but within a few seconds, I'm done. I throw the can on the floor and scream.

"HELL YEAH! IM FIRST BABY." I shout and Justin finishes next. I give him a fist bump, than Cam, than Carter.

"Alright, now it's time for the big boys." Justin claps his hands together, "upside down chug anyone?" He asks and we all practically scream after this.

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It's 12 and I'm wasted out of my mindddd. I've been chugging with the boys for 2 hours and playing pingpong, foosball and making out with random chicks. I don't think I knew any of them. I decide to go get a cold Corona from inside.

"I'll be right back boys." I smile and they all nod, going back to the game. I walk inside to the kitchen and go into the fridge.

When I'm about to go outside I see two people I really did not want to see. Brianna is laughing at something and Daniel's drinking a beer. They push eachother around and walk out the door, to the backyard.

What's that man doing with my woman?

I furrow my eyebrows and walk out the door.

"Shawn, wanna come swim with me?" Isabella asks, running her fingers along my arm. I chuckle.

"I don't see why not." I shrug and stumble over to the pool. I catch a glimpse of Brianna and Daniel and she looks my way before quickly looking back.

I see, she's trying to make me jealous with that woman heartbreaker. That will not happened with Brianna. No. I won't let that. Maybe actually.

I pull off my shirt and I notice Brianna again. She's in a bikini. It's a red two piece. She has her hair tied up and everything. She shoves Daniel into the pool, jumping in after. The pool is REALLY crowded, like I almost lost sight of them like a million trillion billion times. They both swim around eachother, laughing at whatever the fuck they could possibly be laughing about.

I grab Isabella's waist and pull her into a kiss. She moans into my mouth.

"Let's go in the pool." She says, grabbing my hand and leading me to it. We both jump in and it's really nice. It's room temperature, which scares me but whatever. I look at Brianna and see she's sitting on the edge of the pool with Daniel between her legs. She laughs at something yet again and looks up at the sky and nods. I decide to take Isabella to the middle, closer to Brianna and Daniel, but not to close. Isabella is really tall so she can touch the deep end, but she still wraps her legs around my waist. She brings her lips to mine and puts her arms around my neck.

"So, what are you doing after the party?" She asks and I narrow my eyes.

"Nothing important." I say and she kisses me again, I open my eyes and try to see if Bri's looking. She isn't. She's going back into the water with him. Isabella starts kissing my jawline. He lifts her onto his waist and hair falls in front of her face. I hear Isabella's annoying moans and she starts sucking on my neck. Daniel pushes her hair back and he smiles at her. She doesn't smile back. I clench my jaw when I see his hands go under her chin and brings her closer to his face. Finally, they fucking kiss. When they pull apart, he grins at her. I feel my arms fall to my sides and for some reason I feel mad and sad. Her eyes fall onto mine and I close my mouth, realizing it was open. Isabella is still being a fucking slug. I yank her off of me and set her tall ass in the water.

"Thanks." I say sarcastically and she throws her hands up.

"What the hell Shawn?" She yells and I shake my head. I swim over to the edge of the pool and pull myself out. I see Brooke hanging out with some chick and decide not to bother her. I go inside and grab another Corona. I lean on the wall, trying to relax but the image of Brianna kissing Daniel keeps playing in my head.

What the hell is wrong with me?

I close my eyes and just try to block out the world when I hear my name.

"Shawn?" A girl asks and I hum.

"What?" I hiss and she sighs.

"Fine, nevermind." She mimics me, than I know who it is.

"Brianna?" I open my eyes, there she is. Her hair is out of the ponytail it was in earlier and she has a jacket around her waist, still in the bikini though.

"Shawn?" She teases and I nod.

"I think so." I pat down my body and she giggles and stumbles over to me.

"Sorry for over reacting at the restaurant." She frowns and I nod.

"It's whatever. Your with Daniel now." I shrug and she nods.

"Your hanging out with Isa." She shrugs and I shake my head.

"I guess you could say that." I say and she nods.

"I guess you could." She holds up her beer, I cling it with mine, "I'm going to go fix my hair." She says and I nod. She walks away and I sigh and take a sip of my beer.