It started literally a year ago really. I remember because I was depressed a year ago at Christmas time. Everyday it got worse. Well it started off with thoughts like "what if I wasn't here" or "would anyone miss me when I am gone". Stuff like that basically. Then it progressed to a week and a half roughly before Christmas. The first time I self harmed. It was a bobby pin bc I couldn't get a blade. I remember bc I had to apply a ton or pressure for it to hurt. No one ever found out. This went on until about May. I accidentally broke a hand held sharpener. The blades reflection caught my eye. I was captivated by the beauty of it. My first thought bringing it to my wrist was "This fucking hurts". It kept going on till now. I have depression, anxiety, PTSD and slight bipolar disorder. My parents don't know what to do with me anymore so I'm going to make it easy. I'm going to die
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I'm sorry
Short StoryThis is my apology to those who have seen or heard of my suicidal rant or conversation between My-Chemical-Ash and I but I do plan on ending it soon. I just don't know when exactly. If Michael, Calum, Ashton or Luke read this it isn't your fault. Yo...
