I love how people send me messages not to kill myself. Guys word of advice: NEVER TELL A SUICUDAL PERSON NOT TO END IT. It never works out the way you planned. It only makes the urges stronger. Since everyone has messaged me. I went to reply to someone and I accidentally sent it to my mom. It said I was going to end it and I love you. Now I can't lock any doors if I'm in the room. My sister knows and threatens to tell my parents the whole thing. My mom thinks it's a bullying situation. She doesn't know I'm depressed. My sister basically is telling me that I have to be happy. She says that suicide and depression are sins. I'm over this. Guys nothing you can say will ever change my mind. I'm sorry if I sound like a major bitch I'm just aggravated bc of people saying the same things. I've had over 20 people try and contact me bc of wattpad. I had to delete kik temporarily bc I could t handle it. I'm gonna end it on New Years. Unless somehow 5sos or some other band I know follows me back on Twitter and they manage me to no lull myself. That was sarcasm bc it's never gonna happen. Guys PLZ I'm not worth it so stop telling me I am.
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I'm sorry
ContoThis is my apology to those who have seen or heard of my suicidal rant or conversation between My-Chemical-Ash and I but I do plan on ending it soon. I just don't know when exactly. If Michael, Calum, Ashton or Luke read this it isn't your fault. Yo...
