Today wasn't as bad as I've had. I've had worse days. I didn't think of suicide as much as I normally do. I usually think about it nonstop. Today it only came in my thoughts maybe once or twice every two to three hours. I might be better by Christmas. The thing is though if I have a better day like today then a really bad day is coming up and I'm honestly scared for that to come. I'm just waiting for it now. If death wants me then it can have me.
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I'm sorry
Historia CortaThis is my apology to those who have seen or heard of my suicidal rant or conversation between My-Chemical-Ash and I but I do plan on ending it soon. I just don't know when exactly. If Michael, Calum, Ashton or Luke read this it isn't your fault. Yo...
