I'm getting a little better but thoughts are coming back into my head. I apologize. I honestly do. I wish things were easier than they are. I'm sorry if your tired of hearing this but oh well. I honestly don't see how someone like myself who used to be so happy can go so depressed in a matter of months. I've been depressed for almost 3 years. It'll be 3 years this January. I was once happy. Now the idea of happiness seems like a far away thing. I'm honestly grateful people care about me in the fandom but at the same time I'm not. Like I feel like all people do in the fandom is pity me.
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I'm sorry
Short StoryThis is my apology to those who have seen or heard of my suicidal rant or conversation between My-Chemical-Ash and I but I do plan on ending it soon. I just don't know when exactly. If Michael, Calum, Ashton or Luke read this it isn't your fault. Yo...
