So I was going to end it two days ago. As you can tell it didn't work. I was in her bathroom and everyone else was downstairs watching the New Year's Eve ball drop. Well I had everything ready. The letters, pills, blade, everything that was needed. I was about to take the pills when my friend switched the station to youtube because her mom had a wii so they turned it on and got on YouTube. My friend Chloe who was down there wanted to play her music so they let her. The first song she played was Lost It All by Black Veil Brides. I found that extremely ironic because if you listen to the chorus it sounds like what I go through in my head a little bit. I strongly recommend you listen to Black Veil Brides songs Lost It All, In The End, Knives and Pens and Done For You. They are all my favorite songs by them. I also might get to go to Warped Tour this year!!!!! Anyway when she played it I literally broke down. I flushed my pills. I put the letters in the shredder. I kept my blade but I literally lost it all. I couldn't stop crying for 30 minutes straight. I cried until tears would no longer come out.
Songs I highly recommend you listen to if you feel like I do:
Lost It All- BVB
In The End- BVB
Knives and Pens- BVB
Done For You- BVB
Hold on Till May- Pierce The Veil
Bulls In the Bronx- Pierce The Veil
Scars- Forever Still
Adams Song- Blink-182
Song For Someone- U2
In the End- Linkin Park (they are different songs)
I believe that's it.
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I'm sorry
Short StoryThis is my apology to those who have seen or heard of my suicidal rant or conversation between My-Chemical-Ash and I but I do plan on ending it soon. I just don't know when exactly. If Michael, Calum, Ashton or Luke read this it isn't your fault. Yo...
