So I've come to a date to end it. I know I've said past dates. I'm gonna give it until Thursday night. If I see things may change then I might stay. I really want to go. I know people will probably inbox me saying how I shouldn't do this and how I'll regret it. I'm not regreting anything in doing this. If anything I'm going to feel closer to God and closer to my late grandfather who died when I was young. It's my choice. Not yours. Remember that. I am getting help tomorrow during school by the counselor. If it doesn't help then I'm ending it. I have sleeping pills. These are stronger and I have 48 of them.
I'm sorry.
I love you all.
It's my fault.
Not yours.
Don't blame yourself.
My decision.
I'll miss you.
If you were me you would do the same. Cause I can't take anymore. I'm so ashamed to close the door. Everything's not alright. And I would rather........
Hold on till May~ Pierce The Veil.
My favorite quote ^
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I'm sorry
Storie breviThis is my apology to those who have seen or heard of my suicidal rant or conversation between My-Chemical-Ash and I but I do plan on ending it soon. I just don't know when exactly. If Michael, Calum, Ashton or Luke read this it isn't your fault. Yo...
