So I was going to get help today. I wimped out. Every time I go to get help it doesn't work out. I always get scared and have bad anxiety about it. I just want everything gone. Which is why I'm going to end it tonight. Well attempt hopefully commit. I'm gonna try and cut as deep as possible and I'm going to stab myself. I won't feel anything. I'm numb. I haven't felt anything in a while. I'm sorry for everyone who's talked to me. I love you all. Stay beautiful. Stay strong. Suicide isn't worth it. You have to have felt immense pain and sorrow and depression to end it.
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I'm sorry
Cerita PendekThis is my apology to those who have seen or heard of my suicidal rant or conversation between My-Chemical-Ash and I but I do plan on ending it soon. I just don't know when exactly. If Michael, Calum, Ashton or Luke read this it isn't your fault. Yo...
