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So nothing new really happened today. In health we talked about bullying and how it leads to suicde or suicidal thoughts and or action. my friend who sits next to me kept whispering things like this is you. I honestly would've given up a long time ago if I would've known that my life would be this fucked up. I know people tell me never to give up but screw it. I'm sorry. I have made my mind up. Since the boys I love might not read this before I die I'm gonna make sure they read it after. My friend is going to rock out with your socks out. By the time they come to NC I'll be dead. Please don't try and stop me. This is my decision. Just support me. No negative comments. If the boys find out though before I die then maybe I'll rethink it. I highly doubt it though. If they notice me then I'll try and stop. I relapsed yesterday. Not exactly proud either.

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