30/3 9:00am
Private Chatmattia❤️:
good morning bubs, how'd you sleep?bb💕:
uh.i mean how'd you think?
mattia❤️:
what time did you get to bed??bb💕:
no commentmattia❤️:
bb please tell me you at least slept somekairi?
bb💕:
i was busy thinking and stuffmattia❤️:
about?
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9:01am
Private Chatkairi❤️:
ale pls tell me that im not the dumb oneale🥵:
youre notkairi❤️:
i havent even EXPLAINED yetale🥵:
still not dumb but ye go aheadkairi❤️:
{image: screenshot of his and mattia's conversation}
wtf??ale🥵:
holy fucking shit is he a moronim going to kick his ass
but more importantly
how are you feeling about all this?
kairi❤️:
i justidek. like did i imagine it? did he really just kiss me for the joke or WHAT. why did he say "about?"
im so confused
and im just. sad. i dont knowww
ale🥵:
try telling him that? you gotta talk about itand kai if you need a shoulder to cry on you can always come over
kairi❤️:
ikikand i dont want to bring it up. what if i make things awkward?
ale🥵:
i can talk to him if you want?kairi❤️:
nonono i dont want him to think that im desperate or needy or anything like thatale🥵:
he wont, trust mekairi❤️:
i think i might just sleep the day off. not really feeling itale🥵:
baby no you know how that goesit always starts with you "sleeping the day off" and suddenly we dont see you for a week
i'll pick you up, k?
kairi❤️:
okayand i am trying to be better
ik it doesnt seem like it but i am
ale🥵:
i can tell, and im so happy for you. this is progresskairi❤️:
progress would be me actually being happy for more than 2seconds. progress isnt beating myself up over the tiniest things and overthinking everything and staying up all night staring at nothing. progress was me from like 2 months ago.ale🥵:
progress is you reaching out to us. progress is you telling us when you're feeling down and recognising thatjust because you're suddenly trekking uphill doesn't mean that youre going backwards
and if you ever want to look into professional help, i'll be there for you
kairi❤️:
do you think i should? am i that bad?ale🥵:
nonono but if YOU want to. if you want to randomly shave your hair off or dye it bright blue, i'll be there for you too. all you have to do is askkairi❤️:
❤️ale🥵:
❤️be there soon
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11:55am
Private Chatmattia👑:
yo can you reach kairi? he's not responding to me and im worriedale:
okay bitchass. im gonna hit you i swearmattia👑:
tfale:
im with him rn, he's taking a nap but seriously. what the fuck dudemattia👑:
whatale:
he showed me your convo and are you dumb? "aBoUt?"what do you THINK he was stressing over all night
mattia👑:
i havent had much sleep either, ive been stressing about it tooi dont want to fuck this up
and i dont want to bring it up if he doesnt
ale:
mattia. just. talk. to. him.and dont act clueless this time
and wait until he's awake and had some breakfast
mattia👑:
its almost 12ale:
kairi and his 2.5hrs sleep dont caremattia👑:
fine okay chillhe likes pancakes btw
the really fluffy japanese ones
they sort of take a while to make but i have a recipe if u want it
ale:
why dont you come over and make them for him? that can be PART of your apologymattia👑:
are you at his?ale:
nope, minedoors unlocked, i aint moving from the bed so you have the kitchen to yourself
see if you can think of something lowkey to get kairi out into the sun afterwards - staying in bed just makes him more tired
mattia👑:
ikkk i havent forgottenale:
and no accidental kissing in my house pleasemattia👑:
what about on purpose? 👀ale:
youre literally a coward so dont even try that. i dont want you running away againmattia👑:
i didnt run! tired me just had a lot to process! it was 1am im not exactly the best at decisions!ale:
kairi isnt a decision! hes your friend and you dont play with his fucking feelings like that. the only decision you need to make is what you actually want, because if you dont want to date kairi and you only want to makeout with him or whatever you can fuck right offmattia👑:
how tf could you think that. kairis the best thing that has ever happened to me and im SORRY if i dont wanna lose that because of how im feeling. its not just my decision, its about what he wants tooale:
then ask him what he wants! dont kiss him when you want then ignore it when you want. thats fucked upmattia👑:
i gave him the chance to talk about it and he left me on readale:
you know damn well kairi doesnt think like that. he straight up told me that your stupid "about?" message had him wondering if this was all a fucking joke and if it actually meant anything to youhe TOLD you that he was up all night thinking, and we all know what that means. YOU especially should know what that means.
mattia👑:
i'll fix things, okay? and i'll talk to himand im sorry
thanks for looking out for kairi when im being an idiot
ale:
just get ur ass over here bc for some reason you make him happyand start working on what you'll say because i stg i'll throttle you if you make him more confused
mattia👑:
yeah yeah love you too-
a/n someone asked for a flashback chapter and thats such a good idea bless you
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