CEO of kissing the boys: day 3 in the chamber. they aint found me yet
i now rule the school bathrooms
they are mine
stoners, nerds and goths alike bow down to my presence
kais boyyyyfriend: im proud of you bb
but also maybe u should go to at least one of those sessions
CEO of kissing the boys: hmm. no thx
edgar allen HOE: ANARCHY!!!! ANARCHY!!!!
robo the hobo: i don't even know what that means but i love it!
slomo king: Fuck the system do what you want
CEO of kissing the boys:
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straightale: mattia's got a point. maybe if u go they can push back ur chem exam
robo the hobo: bootlicker
CEO of kissing the boys:
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theyre calling me over the loudspeakers um excuse me i am doing very important business in the bathroom leave me alone
like what are they gonna do?? barge into the toilets and make me go? have fun in jail u pedos 🥰🥰
kais boyyyyfriend: i really think u should go bubba
just sit there n dont talk if you dont want to
but also maybe you should? they wont just drop it
CEO of kissing the boys: umm i think they will!! esp considering ethan's friend is back in my got damn english class 🥰🥰🥰 n e wayz
straightale: i thought he was suspended for longer? tf??
CEO of kissing the boys: nah bc he is "very very sorry" n he wrote a bullshit letter n all that shit n they made me forgive him lmao
edgar allen HOE: dude thats fucked
kais boyyyyfriend: what when was all this?
CEO of kissing the boys: this morning
kais boyyyyfriend: call me?
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bb❤️ is calling.
Mattia: Hey, are you alright? You seemed off this morning and I was gonna ask-
Kairi: I'm fine. It's whatever - not like I can do anything about it, right?
Mattia: Maybe if you see the counsellor and tell her-
Kairi: There's nothing to say. She's just going to give me pamphlets about mental health or whatever and then everything will be swept over. It doesn't even matter anyways, so why bother?
Mattia: But you don't know that-
Kairi: (suddenly yelling, very upset) I do know that! Fuck, Mattia, last year I thought that maybe I should get some help, and I tried, and they told me that I was just going through typical teenage angst! I fucking told them how hopeless everything seemed, how some days I didn't see the point in living, and they gave me a stupid brochure and sent me on my merry fucking way!
Kairi: Nobody cares! Nothing fucking matters! Because I'm just being "dramatic" and "everyone feels this way sometimes" and "high school troubles become insignificant when you grow up" so who fucking cares? Who cares if I feel like shit? Who cares if going to school every day makes me so anxious I want to vomit? Not this fucking school!
(Kairi's breathing picks up and it's clear that he's crying.)
Mattia: Baby, where are you? I'm going to get you, okay?
Kairi: I'm sorry, I'm being annoying-
Mattia: (firmly) No you're not. C'mon, just tell me where you are.
Kairi: Don't you have class? How are you even calling me?
Mattia: I walked out. It doesn't matter, okay? The only thing that matters is you. I love you, you know that right?
Kairi: ...I'm in the bathrooms near Mr Price's English classroom. And... I love you too. A lot. You're the best, and I didn't mean what I said in the groupchat-
Mattia: Hey, I know, it's okay. Be there soon.
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jersey trio 💦
straightale: whats happening with you two? theyre calling mattia to the office now
kais boyyyyfriend: good luck with that
we went home
straightale: what why
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Private Chat
mattia👑: kairi had a panic attack and so i brought him home. hes talking with his mum now about everything
ale: everything? as in like... last year's shit?
mattia👑: that and what he told me
he tried to talk to the counsellor last year
and they basically told him that everyone goes through it and to grin and bear it
ale: oh shit no wonder he wouldnt go
mattia👑: i feel like theres still so much we dont know about what happened
i love him so much and im so worried all the time
i just want him to be okay
ale: we all do
and he will be. hes talking to you about it and he finally told his mum - thats gotta count for something
mattia👑: yea true
oh i think hes coming to his room now
talk later?
ale: yeah ofc
use protection 👀
mattia👑: shut up rat 😍
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a/n this story is beginning to wind down, so leave ur requests in the comments if u want to see something before it ends
also daily reminder to read my other mairi book, "FWB"
