FEAR OF LOSING YOU

FOLY-13 (Part-1)

ARH:"Lub,we want to say something to you. Will you listen to us patiently?"
LUB:"What is there to speak anymore? Everything is over now"
SHEH:"Nothing is over yet.Infact this is the BEGINNING ofcourse"
LUB:"What are you saying?Tell me clearly"
SHEH:"We will.But,will you listen to us fully & carefully?"Lub nodded."Good.Now listen"
ARH:"If we ask you something,will you answer us honestly?"
LUB:"Yes"
     Arh looked at Sheh & she nodded.Arh took a deep breath and asked.
ARH:"What feelings do you have for Zamina Khan?"
     Lub's head snapped immediately at that question."Is that even a question to ask? Don't they know the answer?"He thought.
LUB:"Don't you all know what I feel for her?"
SHEH:"No.Tell us clearly"
LUB:"I.....I....Lo....Lo..."
ARH:"Don't stammer.Be confident & say what is in your heart"
    Lub closed his eyes briefly and opened it. With confidence,he said,
LUB:"I Love Zamina Khan.I want her in my life"
SHEH:"When did you start loving her?"
LUB:"When How and Why?I don't know.The only thing I'm sure of is, I Love Her.Truly, Deeply & Sincerely"
   At his reply Arh & Sheh smiled contently. Lub watched them.
LUB:"Why are you both smiling like this? You both wanted to say something right?What is it?"
SHEH:"Wait.Have patience Romeo"
LUB:"Romeo?" He blushed lightly at that thought which didn't went unnoticed by his friends.Lub bowed down to hide his smile & BLUSH!
ARH:"Lub,Zami loves you"
LUB:"What?"He literally shouted and sprang upto his feet.He clutched Arh's shoulders and shook violently."Whatever you are saying, is that true? Seriously?Zami loves me?MY Zami loves me?"He kept on blabbering the same thing.While his words MY ZAMI amazed Sheh & Arh.

LUB:"Arh,I'm not day dreaming right?Sheh, this is reality right?I can't believe it.Oh My God.My love is being reciprocated.I can't believe this"
       Arh punched Lub's stomach & Sheh pinched his elbow hard.
LUB(caressing his stomach & elbow):"What the hell are you two doing?"
ARH:"You only said right?You can't believe this?"
SHEH:"So,we proved you.Now you believe us?"
  Lub rolled his eyes & said "Yes"
LUB:"Wait.Zami loves me.I want to meet her. Now.This instant.Bye guys"
  He was about to go when he was harshly pulled back by Arh.
LUB:"Why did you pull me back?Leave me.I want to see her.I want to go"
SHEH:"You can't meet her now"
LUB:"What?But why?"
ARH:"What why?After the stunt you pulled up,how could you go & meet her that easily haan?"
LUB:"What did I do?"
ARH & SHEH:"Luboid Jabalah.You hurt her a lot of times.You PUSHED her away whenever she came to you.You IGNORED her.You RAN AWAY from her when she needed you the most.After doing all this,how will you face her.Tell me?"
    They were really angry while uttering these words.Lub was taken aback at the intensity of their anger.He very well knew,  his friends will call him by his FULL NAME very rare.But,if they call,then it means SERIOUS PROBLEM! and he has done a TERRIBLE MISTAKE.
   He agrees that now also he had done a mistake.But it is not only confined to him. It includes his Lady Love too.He has been making joke of his own life!He has understood his mistake too.But he is clueless of how to solve his foolishness.He looked towards his friends for help,who turned their faces away.
LUB:"Arh & Sheh.I know & I can understand what mistake I have done and who are all affected by this" At his this sentence both glared at him. "But now,I want to rectify it.I want Zami in my life.Please help me.Please"
SHEH:"Now only you got to know that you need her in your life?I have a doubt.Do you really love her?"
LUB:"Ofcourse I love her.Not now.But from the moment I realised my feelings for her.I always wanted her in my life"
ARH:"That's what we are asking.When was THAT     M O M E N T?"
   

    Lub lost himself in that beautiful moment. He remembered every single happening at that incident.He spoke in a daze.
LUB:"On the LAST EXAM of our UG life.She came to seek my apology.That's when I lost myself on her.Her nervousness.Her words. Her shyness.Her fear to look into my eyes. Her shivering form.Everything amazed me"
ARH & SHEH:"What?" They yelled bringing him out of his thoughts.
ARH:"But that was your flashback right?"
SHEH:"We thought you were teasing her"
LUB:"What?Why would I tease A RANDOM GIRL?I always felt attracted to her whenever she came to me.As days were passing,after seeing her efforts to pacify me & her keeping up my words,made me FALL FOR HER           H A R D"He smiled.
ARH:"But that's the first time you ignored her too.Right?"   Lub's smile faded.
SHEH:"Why?Why did you push her away when she came to you?Do you know how much courage it takes for a girl to take such a step?"
LUB:"I know"
ARH:"Then why did you LEAVE Her?"
LUB:"Because I LOVE HER" He shouted.
ARH & SHEH:"What?"
LUB:"I love her.If she is with me,she will not be happy.She will face problems in her life because of me.I don't want her to suffer.
SHEH:"Then why did you approach her again and again?That too on her b'day?"
LUB:"Because,I was not able to stop myself.I badly wanted to see her on her birthday.And after seeing her on my favorite yellow dress, I couldn't stop myself and again asked that question.But,like ALWAYS,without waiting for her answer,I ran away"
ARH:"Why are you always running away? Tell us the reason"
LUB:"Because of my fate & horoscope"
SHEH:"Bullshit"
ARH:"Care to explain?"  He folded his hands across his chest.
LUB:"According to my horoscope, whenever I get close with someone they will leave me. To be precise,SOMETHING BAD WILL HAPPEN TO THEM.I'm fated to this curse till my age of 21.And my fate always snatches my happiness from me.ALWAYS.First Rozy. Then my parents"
   For the FIRST TIME, Arh & Sheh watched Their Ever Strong LUBY in his Most  Vulnerable state.His voice was broken and he was shattered.
SHEH:"That's why you never allowed us to get near you at initial stage?"
  Lub nodded.

Will be continued..