Kristoni Barnes
March 31st, 12:35 PMIt's been almost two weeks since my doctor's appointment confirming my pregnancy and how far along I currently was. After the visit, I was definitely peeping everything now and I don't know how I couldn't tell that my body was off before.
I was definitely snacking a lot more and certain parts of my body were getting thicker. The only two people that knew I was pregnant was Courtnie of course, and my aunt.
She knew how stressed out I was about bringing another child into this world while everything was going on, but she was still excited for me nonetheless and told me that this was a blessing.
However, she was upset with me because I have yet to tell Dave about my pregnancy.
I wasn't doing this on purpose, I'm just afraid of how he's going to react when I tell him. I have a bad habit of avoiding things.
He was actually finishing up this tour this week and would be back in New York this weekend. I was planning to do something cute and head ass to tell him that I was pregnant. I had already put together a pair of toddler royal blue Jordan Retro 1's and a cute little onesie that was folded up. That was going to be my way of telling him.
I had to end up telling Charli soon because knowing her, she'll start asking why I'm getting fat or it looks like a ball is in my stomach, or some other crazy shit that little kids say.
But I also couldn't tell her until I told Dave, because she doesn't know how to keep a secret. Knowing her, they'll be talking on the phone and she'll slip out and say it.
I was currently sitting outside of Charli's school, waiting for school to let out so I could sign her out. Dave's mom wanted to see Charli since she heard of us first moving up here, so I promised I would bring her by today.
While I was waiting, I decided to post something on Instagram, since I haven't posted anything in a while. Luckily I decided to put on some light makeup today & the lighting was just right.
After scrolling through my timeline, I liked some posts, including Dave's. He always looks good to me, but he's been looking real good lately. I'm pretty sure it's just because I've been away from him for a minute, and my hormones are raging.