(Magnus Haven #1) Fighting For His Name (COMPLETED)

Chapter 39

"You look different." He hoarsely said when I finally went out to the gate. I rolled my eyes on him even though he won't see it because I'm wearing a dark wayfarer. He opened the door for me and went it.

Is it true? Do I look like I'm different? I tied my hair in high ponytail, I wore a pink knee-length dress and two inch sandals. I should be happy that I look different but... how am I supposed to be happy when I did this so people won't recognize me? So no one will recognize that I'm that girl.. That woman.

Lalo na ng mga kasamahan ko sa banda. Sean told me that I better change my style so I can go inside to their building. I beg him to tell me what's the reason why he said that pero wala siyang sinabi. Basta raw gawin ko ang sinabi niya.

As a desperate to talk to Rey, sinunod ko nalang kahit ang sakit isipin. The whole ride was quiet. He only spoke when he asked me if I wanted a drive thru. I declined because all I wanna do now is to talk to them.

"Sa likod ka magpark." That's because that what Sean told me, so. I can't enter the main entrance, he told me that. So we're gonna enter into the back door.

He's already waiting there. Kaya nang makita ko kaagad siya na naghihintay sa labas ng pintuan, parang gusto ko nalang umiyak. Jax stopped the car and looked at me.

"Don't make any scene para matapos na lahat. Okay?" I nod my head and quickly removed my seatbelt. I chant a little prayer before going out. The sun scorched my skin so I quickly went to where he is.

Sinalubong niya ako ng yakap kaagad. "Namiss kita.." I said in between hugs. Hindi ko pansin, umiiyak nanaman ako. He noticed it even there's a block in my actual eye.

"I'm scared." Bulong ko nang ayain niya na akong pumasok. His little eyes say I shouldn't be. He assured that I'll be okay.. He said that everyone's still shocked.. That I should let it pass for a while..

Nang pumasok na kami, tahimik lang ang pag-akyat namin. The sound of our steps are so loud, I don't know if he could hear my running heartbeats. Ang sakit sa loob. Nakakabingi.

I managed to not asked questions while going up. It helped us to sneak like a thief into one room where I'm expecting Rey. Nang tumigil kami sa isang corridor, tinuro niya kung nasaan si Rey. I know what floor this is, and what place it is.

"Kanina pa siya nandiyan. Ikaw nalang bahala." He said. Again, I hugged him for letting me do it. He said that he wasn't angry to me at all. He believes that I have nothing to do with that sudden death, so my family is.

Nang makaalis na siya, parang hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko. I feel like my flashlight ran out of battery, Sean's my flashlight to this dark forest. And when he went out of my sight, I feel lost.

I still managed to go in front of that door. Pero tumigil din ako nang hawakan ko iyong fob. What will be his reaction to see me? What will be his face when he saw me now? Is he still mad? Does he still love me? Or he lost his trust in me?

Every words I'm thinking is equivalent to one knife, that kept plunging into my heart, letting it be blooded with pain.

I gathered all my courage inside me and knocked. No one answered. So I knocked once again. Pero wala talagang sumasagot. Tama ba ng tinuro si Sean? Heto naman iyon.

I was about to knock for the third time but the door finally swung open. My lips are ready to smile pero hindi ko nagawa iyon nang makita ko kung sino ang nasa harapan ko ngayon. What... is she doing here? Why... is she here?

Akala ko ba nagmigrate na siya? "Khloe?" She murmured.

Sinubukan kong ngumiti pero hindi ko kaya. Masyadong nagunaw ang mundo ko dahil sa nakita. Hahanapin ko sana si Rey dahil siya naman ang pinunta ko dito nang makita ko na siya.. na nasa likuran ni Kayla.