Shattered

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Went to the mirror,
Cried, cried and screamed
For hours. Exhausted,
Fell on the knees.
Looked up to the girl,
Failure, depressed, hopeless,
Loveless, lonely, broken.
Eyes, nose, ears, lips,
Red, red as blood
As tears kept running down
The cheeks, biting hard.
Frustrated at self,
Hated myself.
Rose from the position,
Stood up, trembling.
Clenched a fist, punched,
Punched as hard as could,
On the mirror. It shook,
A punch again,
"Failure, depressed, hopeless,
Loveless, lonely, broken."
Screamed and hit it,
Hit it again and again and again.
It shattered into pieces.
Stared at it for moments,
Silently. The past hit, paining.
Picked up a piece,
Clenched a fist, was ready
To slide, when I saw
My reflections on the shattered
Pieces, the little happy
Moments I enjoyed.
The smiles, the laughter,
The loved ones, the caring.
They reflected on
The shattered pieces.

                       - Zayana Cullen

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