Don't Leave Me Here - Starker

9

Over the next week, Peter and Tony were learning to navigate their newfound relationship. Both afraid of scaring the other, and certainly not looking to rush anything. It had been different- in the beginning, but they were learning to lean on one another for help and comfort. And they loved every minute of it.

Peter knew he loved the older man, but kept that to himself for now. While they'd discussed their relationship more, he felt it wasn't necessary to tell Tony yet. He didn't want the other to think he had to say it back. And he knew Tony hasn't always been the relationship type of guy. Which was fine, but he wanted this to move at its own pace.

And yes, while Peter was young, and couldn't possibly understand what love is, he truly knew better than most. Love wasn't something he took for granted. He didn't offer that word up to just anyone. It was earned with trust and compassion, taken care of with appreciation. And the other had done just that. Tony always put Peter first, no matter what decision was to be made. Kindness and love practically radiated from the man when Peter was involved. In a moment he was willing to give his whole heart to Tony. Hell, the man already had it. But he would know the right time to tell him, when it came up.

For the time being, Peter had to return to school. He was dreading the idea of going back. Sure, he missed Ned and MJ, but he didn't see them much to begin with. Peter could have graduated at semester because he had all of his credits completed, but decided to take a few college courses the next, so he could stay with his best friends. So he doesn't have a full schedule, only attending two hours of the day.

They'd been kind enough to give him a month away from school after what happened with May. He appreciated it, as it gave time to get himself situated and find some sort of stability again. But now he'd fallen into this new routine he'd made with Tony, and didn't want to give that up. So, he hated school. But winter break was just around the corner, and he had that to look forward to.

Tony had offered to drive him to school this morning, which made it slightly better, but Peter was still unnerved.

"I made you coffee." Tony smiled, pushing the travel mug into his hands. "And you can still check in with me if you need to, you know that."

Peter took a few deep breaths, trying to ease the tightness in his chest. "I know. And thanks- for the coffee, I mean."

"Happy will be here to pick you up when you're done today. Then I'll be home later."

Peter nodded, giving Tony the best smile he could muster up. "Okay, well I should go."

He made a move for the door, but quickly saw the lock switch.

He turned his head, seeing Tony frowning. "What about me?"

Peter tried to stifle his laugh. "I'm not sure that's the best idea. People are literally everywhere."

Tony huffed, "Maybe you're right."

Peter smiled, patting Tony's leg. "Have a good day, I l- uh, I'll see you later."

He quickly exited the car, hoping Tony hadn't caught his little slip. He really was trying to be patient for his sake, but he was so hopelessly in love with him, he was sure he'd slip up again.

But Tony had heard that slip up, and his heart beat rapidly in his chest. No, it didn't scare him, it was almost relieving. He hadn't been in a serious relationship in quite some time, but Peter had always been different. He never was able to put it into words. Tony knew that Peter was his whole world, everything he did, revolved around the other, and he hoped that never changed. He knew what he felt was much more than just admiration, but he had to be sure. For his own peace of mind.