when a smile drops [ BrightWin | SarawaTine ]

page #12

12:40 a.m

everyday we wake up and try to find the reasons why we open our eyes in the morning and breathe. we live seeking for our purposes and some people like me are glass shards on the floor; scattered, fragile, broken into tiny pieces waiting for fingers that would bleed for us.

i was a bottle thrown into the sea. i was on my own voyage and i let the surging waves carry me to every places. i was afloat as i wish for someone who would pick me up on the waters and to dry me with burning flames.

i was alone.
i was about to drown.

and Bright was the fingers i was waiting for, willing to shed blood with me. he picked up the lost bottle and now he keeps it under his care.

i was uncertain of why i wake up everyday and i am waiting for the day i could finally say why i lived.

i went to the university today like a normal student but when i walk around i begin to notice the people staring at me. they look at me like i am a celebrity and i kept my eyes on the floor because i am afraid to meet their gaze.

when i entered the classroom Bright welcomed me with a smile and all the worries inside my head are gone. it was just him on the classroom and he was holding a guitar.

he walked towards me and tousled my hair.

"Take a seat." he said. i did.

he started strumming the guitar and i begin to notice the veins on his hands, his long, slender fingers and the way they move. he would bite his lips and stare at me that would make my heart tremble.

my cheeks were burning and happiness knocks on my door.

Bright was singing me a song.

"I just wanna see how beautiful you are~ You know that I see it, I know you're a star~ Where you go, I follow no matter how far~ If life was a movie, Win you are the best part~"

when i am with him, everything stops. all i could see is him and my heart would jump out off my chest. he was singing and he keeps his eyes on me. i was drunk and intoxicated by that very moment. if he was an addictive drug i would take him on my bones. if he was an alcohol that would make me lose my sanity, i would drink him and be a drunkard. i wouldn't be afraid to be crazy.

he was on his knees in front of me. he reached for my hands. my wrist was still wrapped in bandage.

"I want you to heal..." he said caressing the skin of my hands.

he leaned down and gently kissed my fingers one by one.

"I want to remind you everyday you are beautiful." he looks at me. i could feel his sincerity. i smiled at him and he did the same.

"Would you go out on a date with me?"

i didn't hesitate to nod my head and answer him yes.

i might be uncertain of why i live everyday but i am very certain my heart beats for him and i would sleep tonight and wake up for him everyday.

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