A DRINK I'D NEVER FORGET.
"You are honestly disgusting" His alcohol breath brushed passed my ear. He was drunk, therefore he was telling the truth.
I wanted to say something, many things, but I couldn't pull my lips apart, the words I had to say wer...
Sky arrives and I feel at ease. I open the door for her and she walks in with a box pizza.
"I brought pizza" she beams and I akwardly scratch my neck.
"I see" I said the only thing I could come up with but it looks like she had already made herself comfortable. She removes her shoes, jackets and plops down on the chair.
"which movie do you want to watch? " she turns to look at me and I realize I have been in the same spot.
"you are the girl, you choose" I plop down beside her and I feel her body heat.
"Romance or Horror? " she opens the box of pizza and I'm mesmerized. When did sky become this...
"horror" I say snapping back to my thoughts and she gives me this look. I can't believe that we are acting like we are just friends when we had a full makeout session in a classroom hours ago.
"Ouuu, are you sure you can handle it? " sky speaks to me stuffing pizza into her mouth hole.
"I should be asking you" I laugh as I wave the awkwardness away, I grab the popcorn and she settles on watching ' Cult of Chucky". She presses play and I can't get my eyes off her. At this point I'm not watching the movie but her.
"I can't watch" she screams at me, 25 minutes into the movie and I can't help but laugh at how scared she is. By this point she is leaning into me and I have a hand around her shoulder. She picks up the remote to pause the movie and I laugh even louder .
"it's not funny" she says through gritted teeth and she hits me with a pillow.
"it is" I give her a tooth smile and she shrugs.
"let's watch something else" she says leaning into me and making herself comfortable .
"lets watch romance then" I collect the remote from her hands and point it at one of the romance movies I had watched.
"kissing booth huh" she laugh as she picks at the popcorn and I share in her smile. The movie starts and I'm driven into lust.
I pick up a hand full of popcorn and some drop into sky's v- neck shirt from my position. She looks at me with the corner of her eye.
"Aren't you going to get it? " she mumbles and I smirk. I put my hand into her shirt to get the popcorn out and my hand ends up returning and resting there. I've never been any more comfortable. Sky resting in between my legs and my hands in her clivage gives me a heart ache.
"You know what is funny" she speaks up and I'm so distracted.
"this plot is kind-of similar to what is going on here" she continues and I'm dumbfounded
"what do you mean? " I prob and she adjusts to look at me
"a boy and a girl are bestfriends, the girl eventually starts doing things with the boy's brother, the boy and the brother aren't on good terms , the girl and the brother keep it a secret. "
"blue and I are bestfriends, I do shit with blue's brother which is you, you and blue aren't on good terms, you and I keep it a secret " she talks and I cringe
"so you think of this as 'doing shit'" I just had to ask...
"I mean,..you don't date" she looks away but I see her face fall before she turns away.
"well, yea, but I don't think of this as doing shit " I reply holding her closer.
"so you think about it as what? " she turns back at me and I wish she never brought it up, it was easier to pretend like nothing happened.
"I don't know.. What do you want it to be" I shrug and she seems as uncertain as I am.
"it depends, Do you like me , Isaac? " she sits up to look me in the eye
Do I like sky? . I mean I've known her like forever but do I?. I only just discovered recently that I have feelings for her.
You just said it Isaac. You have feelings for sky.
I don't, I can't like sky,
"I'm sorry Sky," I blurt out and she gives a sad smile.
"it's fine, I knew it anyways, it's cool " she gets up and my heart sinks.
What are you doing!!, don't let her go Isaac
I block out my thoughts and I refuse to think. I don't know why I did it but I did. I don't like sky, . Sky packs her things and she doesn't even look at me. It's her fault for asking, we could have just enjoyed the night together.
"Night Isaac," she says, emotion laced with her voice. She goes into blue's room and I feel stupid.
Should I go in there and talk to her, tell her I actually like her . No, it would look like pity.
You know that feeling when you refuse something you want so badly because you can't handle the consequences. I feel it right now, so deep I'm beginning to have a headache . I know I want her. But I can't have her even though she is just steps away from me
Cut the deep shit, you are a fool.
My inner self tells me and I laugh. I'm such a fool.
####### BLUE POV
Here I am locking lips with Parker. I've never been more satisfied. *
I wish. I laugh at my daydream and Parker looks at me weirdly.
"I promise I'm not mad" I laugh out again and he returns it with a smile and his hands stretched outwards for me to come closer.
I walk towards him and the moment Im close enough, he pulls me down to his laps. I feel it.
Growing.*
I wish again, I laugh out loud . My imagination is the realest place for me. It gives me what I want, when I want and where I want it. There's no place realer. Even though it give me a fake Parker. I don't mind
THIS CHAPTER IS DEDICATED TO iwannabe-bishifedeeeeee I ENJOYED WRITING THIS CHAPTER TBH I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY DON'T FORGET TO PRESS THAT STAR YOU MAY CONTINUE :)
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