A DRINK I'D NEVER FORGET

SIMON SAYS GTFU

I'm sorry for not updating guys
Honestly I've been really tired and Lazy these days
This chapter is probably not worth the wait :(
You many begin however....
P.S : I may hurt your feelings in this chapter ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

BLUE POV.
14B smelt of bleach..
I constantly swallowed at the lump in my throat, knowing that if I threw up anymore, I'd spend more time in this damn place.
Yesterday was a blur but its expected. I was drunk, and I had an anxiety attack ,obviously something went wrong.

The Franklin's had just left my room to get me something to eat, They were so caring, so nice. There where the only ones I wanted to be with.

I didn't put sky on my visiting list, I wasn't ready to see her yet, its hard not to feel hurt about what she did, she knew my  condition, she knew I was alone but the moment she saw a hot dude, she turned on her heels and left. I know we aren't the typical bestfriends you know, but I thought- . I expected too much.

Isaac, he didn't come, his name was on the list but he didn't show up. I put his name there not that I wanted to see him but because I wanted him to see me and feel guilty. Putin told me everything. He lost the game, he was on steroids, he saw me, he  didn't do anything, he attacked Parker when parker was with me, he fought with the Franklins. He disgusts me now

The boys, I don't blame them, they where following bro's code, its not their fault but I can't help but cut them off. The anxiety attack was like an eye opener, I know who I want and I sure as hell don't want them.

Sky called my mom, she was freaked out and angry, she's on her way here though, I don't think the outcome is good-

"Blue" Parkers calls my name and I'm snapped out of my trance. I scan him careful and my heart does a back flip

He looks tired, his eyes are swollen and glistering, he has a cut on the side of his cheeks that I so badly want to trance. His hair is wet. He has been here since last night. I want to tell him to go home and rest.

"How are you feeling?" he runs a finger through my hair, adjusting in his chair to be closer to the bed

"I'm better" I croaked, I swallowed so much water yesterday night that my voice went, now I sound like a frog but its better than nothing

"Sky came, she was begging to see you, Blue, she's really concerned" he spoke gently, his words laced with plead.

"Just let her in, please?" He smiles as he grabs my hand and laces his fingers through them. I remain mute, I want to do what he said but I can't.

Do you know that the worst part of a phobia is not experiencing it but the memories of experiencing it. I still feel that cold wave hitting me like electricity , I still feel like I can't breathe even though I can, I still feel like I'm sinking six foots deep even though I'm on a bed. I still feel like my lungs are clenched shut. I still feel like I'm being swallowed by a dark liquid and I'm going to be feeling like that for weeks

She could have stopped that, its easy to forgive but hard to forget. I could let her in now but things will never be the same

"Talk to me" Parker gives my hand a small  squeeze , I face him completely then he straightens up.

"I don't want to see her" I say throatly, his face remains the same like he expected my response and its better like that

"Alright" he smiles, pulling out his phone with his other hand,

As he hold up his phone, I can't help but notice that his knuckles are busted  too , I knew they fought but busted knuckles??

I was about to ask him but the door swings open and that familiar scent flies in.

"Darling" My mom scurries inside, letting her bag fall on the floor as she came to my side.

"Mrs Vermont, I'm Parker" He immediately stands up then offers his hand to my mom, I noticed the way he used his left and not his right. Some might consider it rude but his right hand didn't want to leave mine

"Oh dear, thank you so much for staying with Blue" she warmly dismisses his hand and pulls him into a hug, yep, this is my mother.

"My pleasure, I'd excuse both of you" he uses that smile again and he redraws his hands from mine, I suddenly feel bare and alone. He looks at me once more then leaves the room.

"That's one fine man you have there" My mom says as she traces his back out the door. I would have laughed but now is not the time to be holding breaths

"How are you feeling" she sits on the chair placed beside me, using the back of her hands to trail my face, a habit everyone uses to check temperatures.

"I'm okay mom" This is one of the few times when my mom comes for me. She has been acting motherly this days..

"Sky told me everything Darling, you need to-" she started but I held a finger up to stop her.

"Mom, no, if you want to talk about sky. Please don't" my voice came out as a whisper. I hate the fact that I can't regulate my voice, that statement was supposed to come out with a sassy voice

"I'm not talking about Sky, actually, you need to move out from your apartment" Her voice came out stern and I know there's no debating on that one

"What, why, to where, how?" I found my voice.

"Blue, I spoke to Red's dad, I'm sure you know her, I want you to move in with her" she said again dismissing my question. Red???

"I don't want to" I replied. I barely know her, and if anything, she was the one who gave me alcohol in the party--- wait a minuteee???
Red was with me at the party...

"Its a not a question blue, you are moving in with Red and that's final" My mom said again. Her face soft but her words fierce.

I totally do not want to cry

AWW
TBH I HATE HURTING MY BLUE BABY
IT JUST MAKES ME SAD KNOWING THAT I DID THAT TO HER
WHO NOTICED THAT PUTIN LIED???
ANYWAYS, DON'T FORGET TO PRESS THAT STAR!!!
JUST ONE FRICKING SECOND GUYS!!
YOU MAY CONTINUE :)