"How are you sweety? " He asked.
"He's here. " A wisper came.
"where are you? "
" locked. "
"Where's mummy? "
"With him"
Izad Shah was always the infuriated and stubborn child, with a messed up past, still surviving a regretfull life, he aims...
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I pray this time to have peace, but I still didn't feel like being answered. I felt as if Allah isn't forgiving me. I'm forgiven and I should know that. I'm too exaushted to ask something now. I don't feel happy or sad, I just feel empty. I asked to be forgiven again, I have sinned, and I don't know how else to repent.
I saw Innaya sleeping on bed. I'm glad, I'm able to sleep with her othewise, khan hardly spare me to spend nights with her. I thank Allah for Innaya a million times. She came to my life, year after my marriage, and my child is the only reason I'm alive today.
My head burst, from the disastrous knocking on the door. Innaya woke up, scared. I calmed her a bit and opened the door to find, Beenish there. " You know what time is it. You aren't here to sleep." It was 6 in the morning and no one wakes early in this house, she was just doing it purposely. " Izad and Zafar are staying here, for a few weeks. Go and prepare breakfast for them." she shouted.
What the hell is Izad planning to do. I don't want him, to create any fuss and problems in my life, and he is the one who pushed me here, so why after so many years, he want to help.
I prepared breakfast and Asma was helping me. "The other guy is so handsome." She was talking about Zafar. I couldn't help but chuckle at her excitment, there was a time when I used to feel same emotions. What's his name. I laughed. "Zafar." I told her, and she scrunched her nose. "What? " I asked.
"My priest said, ny future husband name will start with A so." I shook my head in exasperation. She was mad. Asma worked here, since I got married and way before then that, her mother used to work here, her mother died last year. She was currently in college and work here with me "You still believe in these things." Asma nodded her head. " It's stupid" I declared and went out to serve eggs.
Shiver runned through my spine as I felt his constant gaze on me, I don't want anyone to notice and he wasn't sparing a chance. I placed the tray on table, my eyes dropped down. I don't want to have any eye contact with him, I turned to leave.
"Mujhe bhook nahi ha mai chai piyo ga." (I'm not hungry. I'll have tea) Izad announced.
"Mai, Asma se khti hu" I stuttered. (I'll tell Asma to make)
"Nahi mujhe apkay hath ki peeni ha." (No, I want you to make it.)
My insides churned all of the sudden. What can't he just stop.
"Yea, me too. Please Can you make it." Zafar tried to make everything less awkward, Izad had his eyes stuck on me. Beenish was also throwing daggers at us. I rushed for my life form there. He will get me killed. Beenish is, no doubt, a bitch. She's gonna make a huge fuss about it. Why can't Izad just let me be is peace.
