Tragically Beautiful (A Camren Fanfic)

Chapter 11

After school, Lauren drove Camila back to her house and the ride there had been in uncomfortable silence. They walked up to Lauren's room and shut the door behind them. Both of them didn't say a word for a long time. Camila stood by the window as she looked through it while Lauren sat on her bed, facing her.

"Do you want to talk about it?" Lauren asked.

Camila just kept quiet as she looked through the window.

"Camz, talk to me. Please," Lauren said as she stood up and walked towards her.

"The silence is killing me," she added.

When Camila turned and faced her, Lauren saw the tears in her eyes.

"Camz, what's wrong?"

Camila shook her head as she looked away.

"Camila," Lauren said.

Camila started crying. Lauren closed the gap between them as she cupped Camila's face with both of her hands.

"Camz, please don't cry," she said as she brushed Camila's brown hair away from her face.

"What is it? You know you can tell me anything."

"I'm... I'm scared."

"Of what? There's nothing to be afraid of, Camz. You're going to get better-"

"No! That's not it."

"Then what is? Camz, talk to me," Lauren pleaded.

"Lauren, you can't do that."

"Do what?"

Camila pulled away from her touch, "Everything that you're doing! You can't!"

"What am I doing wrong?"

"You make me feel things that I shouldn't be feeling!"

Lauren blinked.

"When I look at you, I feel the constant butterflies in my stomach. When you touch me, I could feel the electricity flowing through me. When you look at me, I feel like nothing in the world matter anymore," Camila said.

"You make me feel things that I shouldn't be feeling because you won't ever feel the same way," the petite brunette added before she buried her face in her hands.

Lauren approached her and brought her hands down. Lauren tilted Camila's head up so that she was looking at her. Camila watched her every move. Lauren had an unreadable expression on her face as she cupped Camila's face and wiped the tears away with a thumb.

She leaned in and kissed both of her cheeks lovingly, one at a time. Camila shut her eyes as she savored the intimate touch. Then Lauren kissed both of Camila's eyelids. Then her forehead. Then her nose. Lauren kissed every inch of Camila's face before she reached Camila's lips. She hovered above Camila's lips and she could feel Camila's unstable breath on hers. Their hearts were beating rapidly against their chests. Lauren licked her lips as she leaned in and gently brushed her lips against Camila's. It was soft, gentle and innocent. Lauren opened her eyes and her green orbs met Camila's chocolate brown ones. Lauren leaned in and kissed her lips again. The kiss was slow and gentle and Lauren smiled into the kiss when the petite brunette kissed her back. She placed her hand on the back of Camila's neck as she pulled her in closer, deepening the kiss. The slow, innocent kisses soon turned into heated, passionate ones.

Lauren tugged on the bottom of Camila's lips lightly and the latter let out a soft moan. She pulled away and looked into Camila's dilated eyes. Lauren was sure that hers were the same. Lauren pinned the younger girl against the wall. She leaned in and started to kiss Camila's jaw. Camila let out a moan. Lauren was driving her insane. Camila jumped and wrapped her legs around Lauren's waist tightly as she kissed Lauren's lips passionately. Lauren's hands trailed down to Camila's thigh and the latter could feel the chills running down her spine. Lauren pulled away and kisses Camila's neck. The brunette let out another moan when Lauren reached her soft spot. She let out a loud gasp when Lauren bit her neck. Camila shut her eyes and moaned as Lauren began to suck on her skin.

Camila grabbed Lauren's face and kissed her fiercely and passionately. Lauren wasted no time to reciprocate the kiss. Camila pulled away, jumped down and pushed her towards the bed. Camila straddled her and kissed her. Lauren sat up and she kissed Camila's neck again. Camila's let out a loud moan when Lauren sucked on the spot again. Lauren trailed the kisses down to her chest, then she lid Camila's loose shirt slightly and kissed her shoulders. Lauren pulled away and looked at Camila. She cupped her face and smiled.

"You're so beautiful," she said in a whisper.

Camila smiled as she leaned in and kissed her lips lovingly. Lauren leaned back so that she was lying on her back and Camila was on top of her.

When Camila woke up, Lauren was gone. She looked around.

"Lauren?"

"I'm here, Camz," she said as she got out of the bathroom, fully dressed. She sat on the bed and brushed the hair away from Camila's face.

"How do you feel?"

"Did that really just happened?" Camila asked.

"Yeah."

"Camila, I want you to know that I didn't do what I did because of what you said," Lauren said.

"I did it because I really like you. So much that it drives me insane," Lauren said.

"I really like you too," Camila said.

"So what now?"

"Well, I'd ask you to be my girlfriend but that'd be too cliché after what we just did. I don't even know if you want-"

"I'd love to," Camila said, cutting off Lauren's rambling.

"Really?"

Camila nodded. Lauren leaned in and kissed her lips lightly before pulling away.

"You should really get dressed before my folks comes back," Lauren said.

"Right," Camila said as she got out of bed with the blanket wrapped around her.

"Hey Camz, you know I've already seen you naked, right?"

Camila picked up a pillow and threw it at her. After she got dressed, Camila noticed a bruise on her neck.

"LAUREN!!" she exclaimed.

Lauren rushed to the bathroom frantically, "What? What happened?"

"You gave me a hickey?"

"I wasn't planning to but it just happened," Lauren said sheepishly.

"Camz, relax. Your long hair is going to cover it right up," Lauren said as she walked in and wrapped her arms around her from the back as they looked into the mirror.

"You have no idea how long I've wanted to do this," Lauren said as she kissed Camila's cheek.

"You've only known me for a week," Camila pointed out.

"Really? It seems like forever ago," Lauren said.

Camila smiled.

"We're going to get through this, Camz. Together."

Camila nodded.

"Let's start with this," Lauren said as she gave Camila the small box containing her razors.

Camila looked at Lauren who gave her a nod. Camila moved away from Lauren and walked over to the toilet bowl. She emptied out the contents of the box and flushed the razors down the drain. She looked at Lauren and smiled. Lauren walked over and gave her a kiss.