Magcon Imagines

Matt Imagine 2

*1 month later*

Matt's pov

She doesn't know me. She doesn't know who I am or what we had. She doesn't remember me at all. She doesn't remember us. Its been a month and the doctor and her mother made it clear that I shouldn't be around her. So for the past month I haven't had the slightest wink of sleep. I'm going insane. My mom has started to worry about me. I haven't eaten much and I rarely leave my room. My friends know not to come by anymore cause I don't ever come out or do anything.

Today I've decided to take a walk to the park. It was our park. We met here when we were 5. It became our meeting place nearly every night. I asked her out here and took her on picnic here for our first date. Everything good and bad happened here. We would spend hours on end just talking and looking at the stars wishing we were up there too.

My heart stopped and my breathing hitched as I saw who was sitting on the swings. There she was. The one person I was specifically instructed not to see. I was about to walk away until I heard sobbing. I turned around and saw her with her head bent down staring at the ground. It wasn't a good idea as anybody could clearly see. But I walked up to her anyway. Sitting next to her I couldn't help but feel more heartbroken than I have for the past month. Eventually she noticed me sitting next to her and looked up. "Why is a pretty girl like you crying?" I asked simply. she stared at me for the longest time before getting up and hugging me. "sorry I just needed a hug from an amazing boyfriend."

I looked at her and smiled."Wh-what?" Is this some sick joke or was this serious? "I remember you silly. that's why I was sitting here crying. Cause they said you weren't doing very good." I was about to kiss her when she suddenly gone.

I woke up crying and screaming for the fifth time this week. it's been a year since she passed away. I know I'll never get over her. She was my soul mate. Now I'm stuck here on earth and she's living the dream we shared as kids, being in the clouds soaring free. Today would've been her eighteenth birthday. So I dragged myself up and showered, changing into nice clothes. finally ok with how I looked I walked down stairs. "do you want me to drive you?" I know my mom was trying to help but by now she should know my answer will always be no. "no thanks mom love you." with that I walked out the front door and bought flowers and my special gift along the way.

I arrived and put the flowers and the engagement ring on her grave. I was always planning on giving this to her someday but now I'll never have the chance. "God I miss you so much. Everything would be better and easier if you stayed. Im sorry this happened to you. I love you so much. Will you marry me?" I broke at this. Crying as I had expected.

Then I could almost swear I heard her voice whispering 'yes.'

I stayed there for about an hour until I got up and drove away. Away from the cemetery. Away from her grave. Away from her.

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Sorry it's sad but here Ya go Part 2!