DEAR FUTURE HUSBAND [ ZONAH ]

letter six

february 14th, 2013

dear future husband,

happy valentine's day, i guess. this year valentine's day is hard, all my friends have girlfriends except me.

corbyn has christina.

jack has gabriela.

daniel has olivia.

taylor and i are alone, so we decided to be each other's valentine's. only as friends of course. i got her a rose and she got me a kit kat.

i wish she was you.

and tonight, i was alone because she can't hang out. so i was lonely.

i spent my time watching cheesy romantic movies and playing with my siblings while my parents went out on their date. i guess it worked out that i didn't have plans, so i could watch reese and ryan.

after reese went to bed and ryan knocked out on the couch, i went upstairs to read a little before bed. i found some verses that helped me feel just a little less lonely. here's one:

❝whenever you feel unloved, unimportant or insecure, remember to whom you belong.❞ ~ephesians 2: 19-22

thinking about you, and all the valentine's days we will spend together in the future helped me feel better too. because i know you'll come into my life when i need you the most, and i can honestly say that i can't wait for that day.

i prayed for you before bed again, i think about you all the time.

is that unhealthy?

i don't think so, i think it's love.

because i love you, even though i don't know you yet.

writing to you always makes me feel better. i'm happier now. who needs thus valentine's day when we can have all of ours together in the future?

happy valentine's day, soulmate.

signed,

zachary dean herron xx