DEAR FUTURE HUSBAND [ ZONAH ]

letter eighteen

august 25th, 2016

dear future husband,

goodbyes are hard.

especially when you've grown up with the people you have to say goodbye to, and spent almost every single day with them.

tonight was my flight to massachusetts, where i would be attending college later in the fall.

everyone was flying to their respective parts of america today, where they would all attend the schools they were accepted into.

daniel and olivia offered to drive us all to the airport, since they weren't going anywhere. we all said goodbye to our parents, shed a few tears, and then loaded up daniels family's mini van.

when we got to the airport, i still hadn't realized what was actually happening.

we had to say goodbye to daniel and liv before we went through security, so we all hung out for as long as we could.

when we did have to go, they made us promise to call or text every day before letting us. olivia cried, even though she swore she would never cry over any of us. we all group hugged before going through security.

it wasn't until gabbie's flight to florida was called that it clicked. once she promised to stay in touch with me, i stopped crying and let her walk through her gate.

next was corbyn and christina. can you guess what happened this time? yes, i cried once again. but i finally let them go when they promised we would see each other during holidays.

jack was the hardest one to say goodbye to. although i was close with daniel and corbyn, jack and i had a special bond.

when he suggested we get ice cream for the last time for a while, i almost lost it. but i managed to stay composed until his flight was called. and after it was called, i was a mess.

to put it lightly.

jack and i cried together, knowing this was a new chapter in each of our stories. although it was hard now, i knew deep down that nothing between us would change. it would always be the same.

after we both promised to text and facetime every moment we had, i let him board, while i was left alone.

i feel like i'm back in my freshman year of highschool. those letters make me cringe so hard.

i felt like i needed to vent, so i decided to write to you. it always makes me feel better, believe it or not.

my flight was just called.

you know, although this day started off sad, i have a good feeling about college.

it's a fresh start for me, and hopefully i find someone to share it with.

love you<3

signed,

zachary dean herron xx

𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐑'𝐒 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄!

this,,i'm sorry it was so short and sad:(

but i'm really excited to write what's coming up:)

hope you enjoyed my loves<3