DEAR FUTURE HUSBAND [ ZONAH ]

letter ten

september 29, 2014

dear future husband,

today is olivia's birthday, so we're all at her house to hang out and get super drunk.

then all the couples hook up, and i'm left alone awkwardly trying to tune them out.

yes, it's happened before.

so right now i'm alone and all i'm doing is listening to music and writing for you.

all i can fucking hear is olivia screaming and it's so traumatizing.

so, as i'm sitting here listening to people doing unholy things i can't help but wish i had someone to be intimate with, not even necessarily in a sexual way.

i just want someone to want be and be with me, and protect me from everything.

ok i need to distract myself more.

let's brainstorm some hobbies to try.

maybe i'll try to get into cooking or baking, then i can cook for you in the future. i just hope i don't burn my house down hehe.

i also want to learn how to play the guitar so i can sing you love songs:)

the house just got real quiet.

none of them lasted long at all, how disappointing.

now 4 out of 6 of them are back and we all have to listen to daniel and olivia.

i guess he's giving her a little birthday present.

when did i get so funny?

i make myself laugh.

anyways this whole book of letters is just me wanting a boyfriend:')

but can you blame me? romance is so dead these days and all i want is for a guy to treat me right. sometimes i wish i was born in the 60s because even though i wouldn't be able to come out, i could have an amazing romance straight out of a movie.

all anyone cares about these days is sex and i'm sick of it.

i want a cliche, romantic love story and i know i can't have it.

but i can wish for it.

love you forever.

signed,

zachary dean herron xx

p.s. this letter was a mess i'm sorry

𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐑'𝐒 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄!

zach is 19 today wtf:(
i cANT deal with this i wish he would be a baby forever🥺
anyways i have big plans for this story coming soon:)