DEAR FUTURE HUSBAND [ ZONAH ]

letter eleven

december 29th, 2014

dear future husband,

shit okay.

my handwriting is gonna be awful in this letter but i'm freaking out.

liv called me crying today and asked if she could come over, so naturally i let her.

she explained that she hadn't had her period for the last two months, and that was bad because she was super regular. and then a couple days ago she found out that the was pregnant.

how does a kid react to that? a gay little boy. i let her cry on my shoulder and asked if she knew who the father was.

then she smacked me because i forgot her and daniel had been dating for like 2 years.

then i smacked her because she hadn't told her boyfriend that she was pregnant with his child.

after our smacking session, we called daniel and told him to come over, and liv started freaking out.

she's so dramatic.

we told daniel and of course he was terrified but stayed calm for olivia. he gently kissed her and told her everything would be alright.

then the news actually hit him and he jumped up. he picked olivia up off of the ground despite her protests (no she hadn't gained too much weight) and spun her around, overly excited. he bent down and kissed her stomach.

then he fainted. i rolled my eyes, obviously, and then laughed. then olivia hit me again because i was laughing when her "baby daddy could be totally dead right now".

i love olivia.

so all in all, it's been a pretty good christmas i'd say.

daniel and olivia are now cuddling on the beanbag chair in my room and haven't left yet, despite me politely trying to get them out of here.

so far, olivia's parents have been supportive of her and daniel's baby, and they're not worried about daniel's parents because keri practically sees liv as one of her own daughters.

but for some reason they insist on staying at MY house.

i know i want a boyfriend, but i didn't expect my friends relationships to hurt me. i want to be supportive, but i want what they have. i want it so bad.

but i have to wait for my time.

now i think they're actually leaving because olivia needs to go to bed or she'll get all grumpy.

i wonder what it's like being pregnant.

i'msoexcitedforthisbaby!!

goodnight soulmate, sleep well.

signed,

zachary dean herron xx