I wish I had heard your last words.
I wish I had seen your last emotion.
I wish I had felt you a last time.
I wish I had kept you from dying.
What did you say?
I wish it were a soft goodbye
but you didn't smile.
Maybe you didn't want to die.
What did you feel?
I wish it was acceptance
but you looked terrified.
Maybe it wasn't even sufferance.
Why did you go?
I wish you stayed be my side
but you ran away, left me behind.
Maybe you didn't plan to survive.
I screamed your name, begged you to stay.
I was scared of losing you, scared to death.
I reached to you - you slapped my hand away.
I couldn't stop you from taking your last breath.
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RandomGedanken. Chaotische Gedanken, ganz ohne Sortierung, ganz ohne Zusammenhang. Das reinste bla-bla-bla, wie eine Bombe. Eine Bombe, die Chaos verursacht. BOOM!
