Can I help you?

Chapter 28

"What were you doing, all alone in the club, grinding strangers?" Sarah refuses to talk. "Very well. Let's give that mouth another job, if it doesn't want to do the talking job." He kisses her roughly. He releases her and her eyes are looking furious. She takes a deep breath and tries to compose herself. "Does the mouth feel like doing the original job, or does it want more of the other job?" He waits a bit and then kisses her again. A bit more intense. Sarah mums in his mouth. Jin releases her. "Guess you are ready to talk." "Jin, please don't talk about this, or do this... this... whatever it is you are doing. I am just your travel manager and staff, I am nothing more or less than that, nor do I want to be. So please don't bother about me." "Then don't jump into my eyes that much. Every day, you look more and more attractive. Every smile sends my heart in array. Every move you make makes my head fall in love with you. Even tonight, seeing your defensive side and how you can take care of yourself. And take care of others, as I have seen here already. You keep surprising and fascinating me." His eyes fall on her necklace. It is not her usual necklace. Did she buy a new one? He shakes his head and decides it is not of importance now. "Even that fierce gaze of yours just now, defying me. The further you push me away, the more I want you. I think." He leans with his body closer to hers. She is feeling very uncomfortable, being pushed against the fence of the balcony like that. She is afraid of heights. She is automatically huddling closer to Jin, trembling in fear. Jin feels her tremble and thinks she is cold. She is after all only wearing a small nightgown. Silken with some black lace at the borders. He notices how she is nearing him. He smiles. Look at this. It's working. She is into me. Sarah is just thinking about the gaping depth behind her and unconsciously holding onto Jin's shirt in his sides. He hugs her close. "If you wanted love, you don't have to go sell yourself like that in the club. If you want a boyfriend, I don't mind being that for you." His voice sounds so soothing, and Sarah would want nothing more than to say yes to that dream. "I don't want you as my boyfriend." She pushes out the words, lying again. She hates lying. Jin is shocked at this reply. He has never imagined anyone rejecting him that cruelly.

"But that night... in the living room." Sarah rolls her eyes. Again this? You 2Seoks are the same after all... "Jin, you are amazingly hot and handsome. And you are good at sex. Anyone would say yes to that. But to be your girlfriend is a whole different level. I don't want to share my boyfriend with ten thousands of others. Nor do I want to take that away from them. And I like you as Jin from BTS, so don't you even think about quitting for me. She warns him and points her finger at him. Jin is lowering his guard and Sarah sees it right to escape from the edge of the balcony. She goes under his arms and walks away. He yoinks her wrist and pulls her into his chest again. Again the wrist, Jin? "But I still want you." He whispers the lyrics of the song into her ear, softly singing. Sarah is incredibly calmed down by hearing her favorite emotional song directly and privately sung by her bias. At the end she is crying. I will keep the mask in that garden on. You can't know my truth untold. I'm sorry. Jin is hugging her and kisses her head. It is such a burden to bear. I am doing it alone. I feel so sad. This feels so good to cry. Sarah is crying, letting it all go.

Jin is gently tapping her back. Rubbing over her silken dress on her back. Brushing his fingers through her soft hair. Westerners have this amazing soft hair... After Sarah has cried a lot, she dries her eyes with the back of her hands. Jin notices how she hasn't been wearing makeup this whole time, and still she looks amazing. Sarah is feeling so close with Jin. He would make such a nice boyfriend... He helps her to wipe away the tears she didn't get with the back of her hand. He smiles. "Better?" Sarah nods. He gently places a kiss on her forehead. He takes her inside and sits in the couch. He pulls her with him and lays down, while half holding onto her. Both lay down and she is resting her head on his arm, having the boyfriend pillow. He softly sings to her until she is sound asleep. He falls asleep too.

That morning, they are still sleeping soundly like this. First the maknae line finds them like that, and they shush each other not to wake them. They snap a pic, just in case. Then the others come down and get shushed by the maknae's too. Jhope looks at it in disbelieve, still not completely over what happened last night. Her friends come down too and are hitting each other on the arm, excitedly. Eventually RM comes down and notices the scene. That moment Sarah opens an eye and rubs it. She looks around and sees she has slept on Jin. She is instantly awake and jumps up. She is covering herself up with her hands, and looks at the others. "T..this..is not what it seems." She looks in a panic to RM. Jin stretches and wakes up to. He smiles. He then sees Sarah and is relaxed. I don't care if they think we are a couple... "Then what am I looking at?" RM asks while lifting an eyebrow. "I...I sleepwalk... I think I found Jin yesterday in my sleep here in the couch. Well, not exactly found Jin... but I wanted to lay in the couch probably and Jin was in it. I don't know how." The other women pick up on it and agree. "That's true. Very very VEEEEERRRYYYY occasionaly she sleepwalks, mostly when she has a lot on her mind." Emma mentions to RM. "Ah, that's why you probably wanted to move to a different house as soon as possible." RM nods. Doenja looks at RM in disbelief. And he fell for that? OMG. Sarah gets up and makes an excuse about not being decent and runs to her room. Please, don't fire us... RM and everyone, don't tell anyone... Jin scratches his head at Sarah's blatant lie and gets up too. "Namjoonie, look, I am completely dressed, She was still dressed too, kinda.... Nothing unprofessionally happened." Jhope looks too. He is still a bit cross at how peacefully Sarah was sleeping on Jin's chest.