Cut Too Deep

Cut Too Deep[part19]

"Hey there." a voice said behind me.
I turn around to see none other than Peter. Remember? my crush who told me i was ugly only a few short days ago.
Through email.
"Uhm hi." i say back but not really paying attention to him.
I still had some what feelings for him but my heart was with Justin now.
"You look great." he says.
"oh really?" i say shrugging and looking past him.
"Yeah." was he really blushing? Because of me?
Before he couldnt stand the sight of me.

"cool."
"Soo like, do you want to go to the movies or something?"
"Uhm...."
Maybe i should play with him alittle. make him feel what i felt.
"Sure. Heres my number."
I scribble it down on a napkin and he puts it in his pocket.
I walk away to go look for Justin, when i was pulled into the kitchen by someone.
"What? Who is this." i say trying to retrieve my arm.
The person whips around to reveal Penelope.
"Let go of me" i say snatching away from her.
"Whats your problem?" she asks.
I know she doesnt think just because im suddenly popular or whatever you want to say that she can just assume were friends again.
"My problem?"
"What, arent we friends?"
Oh hell no.
As i was to tell her off i start to hear shouts coming from the kitchen.
"Justin! Justin! Justin!"

I push past people who were dancing and talking and made my way to the source of the screams.
"Chug! Chug!" all the jocks and a few girls were standing around in a circle.
I squeeze in between them, and see Justin on the floor, chug beer from a keg.
"Justin what are you doing?" i try to yell.
But i couldnt be heard my voice got lost in the chants.
He finally finishes it off and starts to stand up.
more like wobble.
Everyone starts to pat him on the back and congratulate.
He finally turns to were i was standing and i could see the registry in his face of who i was.
"Baabbbeeeyyy." he says coming towards me.
"Noo stay away." i say pushing him away.
I could not smell like beer. My mom had a nose of police dog.
I remember one time she was all the way in her room, with the door closed, and i burnt my hair in the upstairs bathroom and should could smell it even though the scent disappeared halfway down the steps.

He just shrugged and returned to the keg with the rest of the guys.
Ugh, that made me angry.
Fine since he wanted have fun i think i would too.
I went onto the dance floor and pulled a random guy and just started dancing... more like grinding with him.