Cut Too Deep

Cut Too Deep[part34]

Nervously, I inhaled and held the smoke in my mouth like everybody says your suppose to do but then I felt something tickling my throat and I begin to cough. Yael and Peter start laughing at me, while the others are way to high to care.

“You’ll learn over time young grasshopper.” Yael , aka “Kathy” said.

Over time? How long has she been doing this stuff?

“Yeah what sexaaaay Kathy said.” Peter added.

WHAT! Sexaaaay Kathy?! Last time I checked I was suppose to be the only ‘sexay’ girl in his life right now.

“Uhm exactly how long have you guys you know, been doing this stuff?”

“Hmm, let me see. I remember trying it at Gineve Hamilton’s party, freshie year. So about 2 or 3 years. I hadn’t really gotten into it till I was a sophomore.” Kathy said.

“Yeah, if it wasn’t for me your ass would probably be a freaking drug dealer, or in jail.” Peter said staring at her.

If it wasn’t for him? How long have they known each other?

From my peripherals I can see Fiona and Sam starting to get a little frisky with each other. I don’t know if it was the drugs or what but, I could tell that Sam was getting lucky tonight.

“Ya see Peter here and I go waay back. Like third grade?”

“Yup. Ha remember in 5th grade you have the BIGGEST crush on me, and you bought me those roses for valentines day, but I said that girls were icky and threw them in the trash?!”
“YES! That hurt my feelings. I had really liked you. But that’s alright because I went behind the school that same day and made out with Kelly, your best guy friend at the time to get back at you. Well it wasn’t really making out, he practically ate my face up leaving slobber everywhere but back then that was considered gettin’ some!” Kathy screeched happily, her eyes ablaze and round with excitement.

“Hey, don’t blame it all on me?! I mean you were a little icky back then. But now..”

“Now im hot right?” Kathy says standing up and wiggling her little frame around and letting her hair flow all around her. Mainly focusing on twirking around her hips and butt. It was perfect. I mean I didn’t mean to stare or anything but it wasn’t fair she was so pretty, and had a great body, both me and Peter stared in awe.

“Uhm yeah!” I say coughing up

“Oh yeah.. so what brings you here?” Kathy asks me sitting down.

“Well Peter brought me here to show me something.”
“Ooh I see, did you like smoking that stuff?” she inquired

No. But be cool.

“Yes, it was great. I want more!” I exclaimed picking up the joint I was once holding and put it to my mouth again. This time I held it in my mouth and let it go without choking. For the next couple of minutes we just sat there and past around two joints and once those were gone Yael walked over to Damien and muttered something to him. I sat completely relaxed more than before in Peter’s arms, with a droopy half grin on my face. I have never felt like this before, just so relaxed and free. Damien handed something to Yael and she waltz over to us. I looked at the grandfather clock and it was half past 10.

“Thought that was good? Look what I got!” she placed a bag with this powdery white stuff in it, and some syringes.

“Whats that?” I asked.

“One’s crack the other heroin.”

Woah that was some pretty bad stuff.

“Dude I think im cool. Im going to pass, I need to be home anyways, plus you guys are like totally stoned lets just do it another time.” I suggested a little worried of what might happen. What if one of them OD, I mean who knows how long they were down here snorting and shooting up. Fiona and Sam had left to the room that was on the other side of the wall and Damien was passed out on the couch.

Only people who were with me now, was Yael, and Peter.

“Chill, trick. Its just alittle drugs, or are you scared?” Yael teased.

“Im not scared.” I sad defensively. I hate being treated like im some child.

“Great then we have no problems? Now do we.” Yael asked.

I looked up at Peter and in his eyes I could see some sort of pleading.

“No.” I mumbled.

“Good!”

Yael took the powdery stuff first and spilt it into three different sections equally enough for each of us and placed it on this little tray thing. She handed me a cut straw along with it. Next she started looking for something, but obviously was getting frustrated because she couldn’t find it. Unexpectedly she took of her top and placed it around her arm really tight. Her B cup boobs were spilling over a polka dotted Victoria Secret bra. She started patting and hitting arm and tighting the shirt around her arm.

“Why are you doing that?”
“Tryin’ to find a vein.”

 Her sentences where short and impatient now. Me and Peter watched in awe.

“Because…”
“Drugs will travel faster.”
“Oh I see your going to put the needles in your arm.”

“No shit.”

“Sorry.”

…

After Kathy finished shooting up she began snorting the white stuff.

“That’s it!” She says finished and putting her shirt back on.

“Your turn.” She says looking at me and Peter and pushing the stuff at us.

Immediately Peter picks up a syringe and starts doing what Kathy just did. And all too soon he was finished and both of there eyes were on me.

I hated needles, but I would bare the pain to keep my cool status.

Peter offered me his shirt and tied it around my arm. Shaking, I picked up the needle. I could see a big fat juicy blue vein piercing through my light fragile skin.

Time moved faster and faster as my thoughts swished around in my mind.

Do it!

No what if I get AIDS or something?

JUST DO IT ALREADY!
No.. I don’t want the pain.

Finally I decided to just do it and as I was about to put the needle into my skin we start hearing shouts and banging coming from the other room.

“OH my gosh! Oh uh! Uh! Sam! PLEASE! FUCK ME HARDER! Don’t ever stop more ahhhh!!!!!!!!!! DEEPER! HARDER! IM THERE IM THERE! YES! YYYYYYEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” Fiona screamed in pleasure.

Wide eyed, Me, Peter, and Yael stare at each other and after an awkward silence laughed hysterically. I have never heard anything like it before. It made me want to try it.