Cut Too Deep

Cut Too Deep[part21]

I found him sleeping in a chair, his brown curls stuck to his face.

"Get up!" I say shaking him.

He drowsily looks up at me and reaches for me way to drunk to stand on his own.

"What are you doingggg." he slurred out.

"We are leaving now!" i say.

I drag him out of the house and  start to walk to the bus stop.

My feet were ki­lling me so I took them off and held them in the other hand.

We were finally  on the bus and I was drif­iting off to sleep when my phone buzzed.

It was Natalie.

Oh no.

I opened it.

"Mum and dad found out. soz bbs"

I sigh.

"Its ok.." 

The last thing I wanted to think about was my parents.

The bus dropped us off at Justin's street and I pretty much carried him to his house.

"Can you make it up there?" I ask.

He shakes his head. His face was this nasty green color and he looked like he was about to puke.

I get his keys and unlock the door. It has to been at least 1 in the morning so I had to be silent for Danny was probably asleep.

We reach the top of the stairs and I am so wore out, its not even funny. I never knew he was this heavy.

I drag him a few more feet and toss him on the bed, but he is still hanging on to me so i fall with him.

"Ooh babey." he slurs, he took me falling, as throwing myself at him.

Wrong.

"No Justin i need to leave, Now." i say trying to get up but he wont let me move.

"Your not going anywhere"

The panic starts to set in because I dont know what he's going to try and do to me.

"Justin!"

He pushes me down on the bed and all his dead wait falls on me.

"Owww!" i scream. "Get off!!" But he just keep doing what he was trying to do.

He started kissing me roughly, it hurt and was disgusting because he left a slober trail.

"GET OFF!!" I finally find the strength deep within me to push him off and he goes falls on the other side.

I cant believe this just happened. I felt like if it went any further he could have...

Rap­ed me.

I get up from the bed and fix my clothes, now i smell like beer and cigarette. Just great, as i was leaving Justin smacked my butt and said.

"Dont be such a prude."

Out of impulse and rage, i turn around and back hand him.

"How dare you talk to me like that?"

I couldnt care less what is answer was i just needed out.

I climbed down the stairs and out of the house.