He messes with the keys in his pocket then opens the door.
His dad must not be home because i dont see a car in the drive way.
I follow him upstairs to his room while he goes and checks on his little brother Danny.
Danny was so sweet. He had big round brown eyes. a cute button nose and the most adorable accent. He was adopted. I could tell he is going to break alot of hearts when he grows up.
Just like his brother.
I sit on his bed waiting for Justin to return. While i wait i look at the pictures hanging around the room. Some of different bands. Mainly Gerard Way.
I tapped my foot to the sound of my heart beat.
Thump, Thump, Thump
"What are you doing?" he asks.
"oh nothing." i say looking away
He comes and sits next to me on the bed.
The dark circles around his eyes more noticeable than before.
"Ellen. Im sorry i panicked ok. Its just Daisy and the blood and everything came back into my mind and i couldnt handle it."
"i understand Justin but Daisy is in a better place now i know of it, and what you did was unexcusable" i say,
I sounded kinda mean.
"Im sorry Ellen. how many more times do i have to say it?" he pleads looking me in the eyes. I knew he meant it.
"Noo im sorry i was being difficult." i confess.
He smiles.
I hop up into his lap and rest my head back into his chest.
He strokes my hair and i listen to the sound of his heart.
Our beats matched.
I laid there in his arms, him gently rubbing my scalp while caressing my hair, and i lost track of time. I didnt really care this is were i needed to be.
I started to get drowsy and feel asleep in his arms.
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Cut Too Deep
Ficção AdolescenteEllen Dodson is not your average high school girl. She has depression and no friends. When Ellen was younger her father cheated with a next door neighbor leaving Ellen, her sister Natalie, and her mother Linda to fend for themselves. Linda is a alco...
