my bully.... or is he really - p.m.

part 5

Emily POV:

I woke up in an unfamiliar room. Then I realised I was cuddling with Payton! He looked so peaceful. God, why is he so cute. I think I might, possibly, a little bit, be catching feelings. I took my phone off the nightstand where I put it yesterday night. I unplugged it and checked the time. It was almost time to go to the bus stop. Shit. I quickly woke Payton up.

Em: "Payton, wake up, we need to get ready."

He groaned a little. He then slowly opened his eyes.

Em: "come on, we're gonna be late if we don't hurry"

Pa: "but I don't wanna" he said in a hot raspy morning voice. What am I saying.

Em: "come on, get your lazy ass up"

Pa: "fineeee"

He got out of bed and I went to my room, well the guestroom. I quickly got prepared.

Outfit ^

With some simple makeup and my hair unattached. I went to check if Payt was ready. I went to his room and knocked.

Pa: "yeah?"

Em: "are you ready?"

Pa: "yep"

And he opened the door. He was wearing:

We walked downstairs. His mom had prepared breakfast. It felt weird to come downstairs to a nice breakfast ready and a welcoming atmosphere. Without even realising it, a tear rolled down my cheek.

J: "hey, sweety don't cry. What's the matter?"

Em: "I'm sorry, I'm just not used to this. It also reminds me of my mother. She died when I was 10. She would always make me feel better, even though it was very hard. She kept a smile on even though she had a rough time."

J: "oh, I'm so sorry sweety."

Em: "it's ok"

J: "here, have some pancakes"

Em: "thank you, so much, for letting me stay, for everything."

J: "no problem"

I ate a bit of my pancakes but not a lot. I don't really eat. I feel like I'm an ugly, fat hoe from every times I heard it so I stopped eating kinda. Like I still eat to live and stuff but that's it. I don't eat a lot.

Pa: "we should probably get going or we'll miss the bus."

J: "ok, see you later"

Em: "goodbye"

Pa: "bye mom"

We walked to the bus stop. On the way there Payton said:

Pa: "I'm sorry about your mom, I didn't know"