northstar - cashton

Chapter 16

"As stupid as this sounds," he chuckled softly, "I want to be your farm."

    "That's the most adorable thing I've ever heard jeez Cal." I chuckled.

    "Why are we so cringey?" he laughed, throwing his head back.

    "How else are we supposed to act?" I laughed with him and admired his smile.

    "No fucking clue." He smiled at me. I could look at his smile forever, I wanted to be the cause of that smile.

    "What are you thinking about?" I looked into his eyes and just smiled.

    "Hmm, just wondering." I could almost taste the sarcasm.

    "Don't wonder, you might get lost."

    "Not everyone who wonders gets lost." I countered, smirking at the boy.

He just smiled at me, his eyes scanning my face. I rolled onto my back and stared at the ceiling. I can't believe that I'm laying in Calum Hood's bed and he was right next to me.

    All the sudden Calum was on top of me, "Cal...whatcha doing?" if he keeps this up, the things I'd do to this boy.

    "Can I kiss you again?" his eyes looked innocent but his actions weren't.

    "Of course." I smiled, oh god the things I want to do.

    He placed his hands on my chest and leaned down to kiss me. It was perfect, his lips felt like all the love in the world was given to me. I ran my finger through his hair, the soft curls that laid so perfectly on his head. I pulled on them just a bit to deepen the kiss. He groaned when I did it, making me smile into the kiss.

    He pulled away for a  second, "If you keep pulling shit like that I swear to God." he chuckled, giving me a short and sweet kiss.

    "You're really swearing to God right now?" I motioned to him literally sitting on top of me.

    He just laughed. He leaned down and kissed my head, my left cheek, then right. I laughed at his actions causing him to smile. He kissed my nose, then right next to my lips.

    "Is it bedtime?" he sighed smiling down at me.

    "As much as I want to continue kissing you, it's not bed time, it's cuddle and criminal minds time." he pouted at my words, "Cal, it's like 7 o'clock maybe, I still need to eat, you should too." he rolled off of me letting me grab the chips and my computer that I set on his bedside table.

    "Fine," he sounded sleepy.

    "But if you fall asleep I won't wake you, my crunching might but I won't do it on purpose." I opened my computer and pulled up Criminal Minds on some random episode.

    "Okay," he snuggled into my side, I had my arm wrapped around him pulling him closer.

    We stayed like that for almost 4 episodes AKA 4 hours. He stayed awake for it all, we ate all the chips but I could tell he was struggling to keep his eyes open. It was still raining but no thunder. Mom still told me to stay here just to be safe but I think she wanted me to spend more time with them since she'll be gone a lot more since I'm back at school.

    "It's bedtime, I can't keep my eyes open." he laughed a bit, moving around to get more comfortable.

    "Do you want to change? Brush your teeth?" I recommended, I needed to do the same.

    "Ugh, yeah. Lets go." he got up slowly and held his hand out for me.

    I closed my computer and put it back on his bedside table, got up and took his hand. We went to the bathroom I was in last time I was here. It was double sinks so we could both be doing things. We brushed our teeth together, they kept my toothbrush from the last time I was here. I was washing my face when Calum left. He soon returned with a clean sweatshirt and set it on the counter next to me.

    "Thanks Cal." I smiled and he smiled back, "Calum you know you're beautiful right? Because you are. You are probably the most beautiful people I've met in my life. Your smile makes me feel like I've lived a thousand lives full of love and happiness. It just pains me to know that you don't always smile, I don't think I'll ever understand why you don't talk to the other guys. Or even why you chose to talk to me. But I'm thankful that you do. If I lived my life not knowing what your voice sounded like saying my name," I sighed and looked at him, "Well it wouldn't be a life worth living I can tell you that. You're beautiful and truthfully you need to know that." his eyes were filling with tears ready to spill over.

    "Cally, baby, don't cry," I pulled him into a hug.

    "Don't worry they're happy tears. Thank you Ash." he pulled away slightly and kissed me for the third time that night.

    "They better be, I'll always be here for you. No matter what, okay?" I wiped his tears with the pads of my thumbs.

    "Okay," he smiled, "Now change so we can cuddle." he pulled out of the hug and walked back to his room.

    I soon joined him and we fell asleep to the rain.

this is literally the shortest chapter i've ever written so when this goes up there's definitely going to be another one with it cause this is a shitty filler