She Loved, He Fought (The Daughters' Series #1)

Chapter 11

WARNING: SPG 

To readers below 18, I encourage you to skip the first part of this chapter.

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Chapter 11

Ice Cream

"You should go," I said again.

Habang hawak ko ang mukha niya hindi rin naalis ang titig niya sa aking mga mata. Para bang sinisikap niya mabasa ang buong ako, ang kaluluwa ko. Pero alam ko sa sariling walang pag-aalinlangan ko siyang papayagan umalis. May pangarap na siya bago pa ako dumating sa buhay niya, iyon ang pinagsusumikapan niya umpisa pa lang. At hindi patas kung pipigilan ko siya dahil lang sa sarili kong nararamdaman.

Lalo na ngayon na alam kong wala akong kayang ibigay sa kaniya, wala siyang makukuha sa akin.

I'll let him be driven by his dreams, I will put my faith in his vision. Even though, I don't have an idea where it will take him.

After a moment, he gently stroked his thumb on my cheeks, getting rid of my tears.

"B-Basta babalik ka."

He let out a soft chuckle. "Kahit hindi mo sabihin, babalik ako."

Nag-iwas ako ng tingin nang hindi na makaya ang bigat ng kaniyang mga titig.

"Kailan ka ba aalis?"

"Sa susunod na linggo?"

Napanguso ako. "Ang bilis naman."

"Pwede pa ako umatras... sabihin mo lang."

Mahina ko siyang hinampas sa dibdib. "Hindi ka aatras, Elias. Pangarap mo 'yan, susuportahan kita."

Honestly, this moment is bittersweet. It's sweet to know that he will finally taste the fruit of his perseverance and bitter, at least in my part, because I know it will take long years to hold him like this again.

Nevertheless, I'm willing to wait.

After an instant, I gradually had the courage to firm my eyes only on his, and let the romance ruled over us.

Unknowingly, I reached for his lips because of the thought that slid in my mind─ that we're always intimate with each other; we held each other's hands, and we kissed but never made love. And for a moment, I realized that I want to feel him more. I yearn for every inch of him.

Sabay ng pausbong na pangungulila ko sa kaniya para sa mga susunod na panahon ay ang init na dumaloy sa sistema ko. I couldn't really put into words what I am feeling at the moment─ I felt like I almost find the piece that will make me complete. And I'll just let my drive and desire for him discover what was missing in me before.

"Don't just give away your lips, young lady. That's mine," he declared.

I nodded.

He kissed me back with the same intensity. I opened my mouth to welcome his tongue. Habang tumatagal ay mas lumalalim ang aming halikan kaya hindi ko na rin napigilan ang unti-unting pag-atras hanggang sa maramdaman ang posteng kahoy sa aking likuran.

Pero hindi iyon naging sapat para suportahan ako, masyadong agresibo ang kaniyang mga halik na tila ba'y gutom na gutom ito. Lalo pa akong nanghina nang bumaba ang kaniyang mga halik sa aking panga.

"Elias, oh..." I moaned with lips parted.

I must say I was gradually getting lost by his damn hot kisses.

Pinulupot ko ang aking braso sa kaniyang leeg bilang suporta at para mas madiin rin ang sarili sa kaniya. I felt how the huge bulk was rubbing against my lower abdomen that made my body electrified in heat. He swiftly removed my short along with my underwear.