"Ma?" that's what i always called her.
"um what are you doing here?"
she looks at me up and down and pulls me in.
"i am so glad you are okay"
she pulled back and i just looked at her.
"we miss you back at home" she said giving me a small smile and rubbing my arms.
"i went back, for a day, but i bet you know that, that's why you're here right?" i say grabbing her bag and bringing it in.
-flashback-
-third person-
Allie had spent the night at Mattias. she woke up in the morning to find him gone, nowhere in the room. she decided to walk up stairs to see where he was.
"good morning Allie, how'd you sleep?" Mattias mom asked as she cooked breakfast.
"pretty good, you?" Allie say
"i slept good" she laughed a bit
"uh, ma? do you know where Mattia is?" Allie ask her as she takes a seat at the table.
"he went to the store for me, he'll be back soon" she turned back and smiled at Allie.
"you know, i'm really happy you two are together" she said focused on her breakfast prep.
"you bring out the best in him"
"i'm glad, i can't imagine life without him" Allie smile at her and at that moment he came in.
-end of flashback-
"no, but Matti did talk to me" i take a deep breath.
"what did he tell you exactly" i asked her
"i have a grandson" she whispered.
"mhm" i say on the verge of tears.
(a/n: damn i really make this bitch cry all the time)
"oh sweetie" she come closer and hugs me
"don't cry"
"i'm so sorry, i kept him from you" i tell her
"i'm here now" she pulls me back and looks at me, "can i meet him" i see the excitement on her face.
i laugh and wipe my tears, "yeah, yes, of course, come"
we walk down the hall to Matteos playroom where he was playing with Mar. when we walked in Mar greeted Mattias mom and went to our bedroom.
"Matteo" i say sitting down next to him while he played with blocks.
"hold on mommy, i'm almost done" he said making a tower
"i want you to meet someone" i say to him.
"your grandma" he looks up.
"i already have one" he says
"we all have two grandmas, one is mommy's mom, and one is daddy's mom" i say
"this is your nonna" he looked at her.
"that's papa Mars mommy?" he asked
i knew i had to talk to him about his real dad but he was only two, about to be three. he was a super smart kid though.
"well, no, you know Mar isn't your actual daddy?"
"yeah, i know" Matteo says.
"this is your real dads mommy" i tell him.
"hi Matteo" Ma says sitting next to Matteo.
"you know, you look just like your dad" she said.
"i don't know him so" he shrugged his shoulders.
it broke my heart.
Authors Words:
this was booty i'm sorry, i wanted to get it out for y'all.
i have some writers block. help ?
