"i did something bad" i slur my words.
"i did something so bad Mar" i put my hands in my face and cry. (a/n: this bish cries a lot)
"what did you do" he said as if he already knew.
"i slept with him, when i went over there" i say quietly
"speak up, i wanna hear about the cheating" he said putting his hand up to his ear.
"it was a drunk mistake" i say
"like the first time?" he said.
i look at him then place my hands on my knees so i wouldn't tip over.
"i'm sorry" i say looking down
"i bet you are" he began to walk to the room
"where are you going" i chase after him
"i'm going back home, to my parents"
"you don't need me right?" he said throwing some stuff into a bag.
"Mariano, i do, it was a mistake" i say.
he takes a look at me then goes into a drawer.
"here, have fun with that" he said throwing a little box on the floor. i knew what it was.
"oh my- Mar please" i get up and attempt to chase after him
"i'm sorry, Mariano please" i scream as he shuts the front door.
he was gone
i sat on the floor and just cried till there were no tears left. i just sat on the kitchen floor staring down.
"Allie? are you okay mija?" Mattias mom came out from the guest room.
i stayed silent
"i heard everything" i said as she sat next to me.
my lip quivers and i hug her and cry once again
"i messed up ma" i said feeling the burning of my eyes.
"i love him, he was going to-" i couldn't finish the sentence
i showed her my finger and she sighed at the sight of the ring Mariano was going to give me.
"i'm sorry mija" she rubbed my back and allowed me to cry.
i had nothing to say. to think about. to do.
Authors Words:
short and late. i'm sorry😔
i haven't felt well. but i'll try to get another part out
