"should i call him?"
"i don't know, what do you think?"
"i'm not thinking about anything"
"do you want him to meet Mattia?"
"yes, he's so young though"
"he's almost 3 and he understands things other 3 year olds don't understand, i think he'll be okay"
i nod my head and walk out of the room to the kitchen to make the call.
"hello?"
"Mattia?"
"yah, who's this?"
"it's uh, Allie"
there was silence
"hello?" i said
"yeah, uh sorry, what's up?"
"i, i want you to meet Matteo"
"really?"
"yeah"
"okay"
"i'll get a ticket now"
"alright, bye"
i end the call and just put my head down on the island of the kitchen, it was still early so i decided to go out.
i get to a bar that Mar and i would go to sometimes.
"look who it is guys"
the bartenders knew me and were were pretty tight.
"hello boys, Ciana" i hug Ciana.
she was the only female bartender there and me and her would talk and talk and talk. she was like my best friend here.
"so anything new?" she says as she passes me a drink.
"ha, i went to Jersey, i saw Mattia, he knows about Matteo, anddddd" i took a pause, "he's coming to meet him soon" i said emotionless.
Ciana was in shock
"oh, and i slept with him while i was there" i said quietly
Cianas jaw hung, she was in shock.
"dude"
i just sat there a drank those thoughts away
"did you tell Mar?" she asked
no i didn't
smiled at her and just drank some more, and some more.
-a couple hours later-
i got a ride home and i walked into the living room at around one in the morning.
"Mirna put Matteo to sleep and i set up the guest bedroom for her" he said from the couch.
i jump, "you scared me" i say throwing my stuff down.
he let out a fake little laugh and i just had a feeling,
he knew
Authors Words:
this sucked. i'm sorry :'(
