"thank you Ale" i hug him.
he places his hands on my lower back and hugs me tight.
"it's no problem Al, i'm here for you, always"
i look at him and smile. i kiss his cheek and then just look at him while still hugging him.
he slowly leans in and so do i.
as soon and i close my eyes, our lips touch and the move in sync. my soft lips agains his just feels familiar.
he moved his hands lower and squeezes my ass which causes me to get into the kiss more and it becomes intense.
i walk back into the bed and he slips between my legs as he brings them up and i wrap them around him.
he begins to take my dress off and he takes his jacket off.
i hold onto his belt while my dress is half way down and he's sucking on my exposed chest.
then i realize where i am, and what i'm doing.
"Ale"
"mmm" he said still sucking and kissing.
"Alejandro"
"what?" he says looking at me
"we can't, i'm sorry"
"why not?" he asked as he places kissed down my stomach.
"Mattia" when he hears me he stops and blankly stares at my stomach then looks up after a second.
"fuck" he quickly gets off of me, takes a second, then sits at the edge of the bed.
"im sorry Allie, jesus i'm a bad friend, and we're in his room" he says and i nod.
"i'm sorry"
"i can't seem to do a single thing right recently"
i hear a door close upstairs and i quickly put my dress back on. Alejandro walks over to the couch and gets on his phone.
"Allie, i'm sorry" Mattia says as he walks down the steps.
"i should have made him go with you- oh sorry, did i interrupt something?" he asked when he gets to the bottom.
"no, i was about to go, bye Allie"
- m a t t i a s P O V -
Alejandro kisses Allies cheek then comes over to me.
we shake hands but he holds it and gets closer to my ear.
"she's not okay, and she's not okay with anything that's going on, she feels like a fuck up" he then let's go and leaves.
i look at Allie who is getting clothes out of her bag.
i clear my throat, "Matteos at my house"
"i figured, with D right?" she turns and her eyes are red with mascara smeared.
"yeah"
she shakes her head. she walks to the bathroom and slams the door then locks it.
- a l l i e s P O V -
i slam the door and lock it so he can't get in.
i take a quick shower and change into pjs.
Mattia is sitting on the bed when i get out.
"why are you acting so weird?"
"how am i acting weird?"
"i- i don't know, you just are"
"you should have told me not to do it"
"i wanted you to Tia"
"just go, go be happy somewhere else but here"
"where you should be" i say under my breath.
he lets out an annoyed sigh.
"you called me your "partner in making" Mattia, what the
fuck"
"i know, your family knows, your friends know, fucking Diah knows DAMN well that i am your best friend and FUCKING SOULMATE !" i explode.
"it was supposed to be us" i say.
"me and you"
he's silent.
"goodnight" i grab my phone and walk up to the guest room.
i fall asleep there. letting my mind rest.
Authors Words:
this is somewhat of a filler.
she's been crying a lot, as she should 😐😂
Matteos party will be next chapter or the one after that.
