once i get in the car i sit there for a minute to catch my breath. seconds later Mattia comes knocking on the window. i got out of the car.
"i-i can explain that, i'm sorry i-"
"you slept with her?" i shout.
"well yeah i did" he said to me. i put my hands on my head, still trying to catch my breath.
"wha- why? what made you- what led you-" i don't know what i was doing with my hands.
"hold on hold on are you, mad, about this?" he asked me. "no Mattia! i'm not mad!"
"then? why are you freaking out?" he raised his voice.
"i'm upset you jackass!" i flip out while why face heats up and tears of anger begin to stream down my face.
"i let you off the hook to do what you want with your life, to be what you want to be, to build your career...and this is what you've been doing?" i calm down.
"you could have been with us" "with me"
he just stood there.
"bye" i get back into my car and drive away.
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user: what happen?
user: are you and Mattia back together??? ⤷fuccenallie: 🤢 user: your son is adorable.
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i decide to actually call Robert, i needed someone to vent to.
"so i'm standing there and he's there in just boxers, after having sex with my only home girl"
"ex, ex home girl"
"robert...i know. but i'm serious" "like i let him off the hook and he's out being a piece of shit, putting his dick in whoever"
"you want it in you?"
"rob- shut up"
"and also, you do know, they've been dating for like a year now?"
i stayed silent,
a year? and i'm barley finding out?
"a- and you didn't tell me?" i felt betrayed
"there was no reason"
"uh, i think there was. IS, Matteo!"
i say this and hang up.
i'm 22 years old and it feels like i'm still in high school. i fucking hate all this.
i look over at Matteo and realize, i have bigger responsibilities and things to worry about.
seeing his little sleeping face makes me smile, he was the best thing that could have happened to me.
Authors words: this sucked i'm sorry😔 but tell me what you're thinking.
