You grunt as you stretch trying to get out of Jungkook's embrace so you can face him. He was in deep sleep. Your eyes scanned him, trying to catch up on what you've been missing for the whole week.
'Bitch, you thought you can live without that.' You smiled as he moaned and continued to sleep soundly.
"Kookie." You said softly trying to wake him up as calmly as possible. "Baby." He opened his eyes and smiled.
"That's the best night sleep I've gotten in a long while." He said booping your nose.
"Well, I have no choice when it comes to sleeping at night." You started your first confession.
You decided that you'll let him in on things gradually. His love for you made you feel responsible for making him understand who you deeply are. You feared that he'd see you differently but you feel safe enough to let go of yourself and your past when you're with him.
"How?" He mumbled as he stretched. You spontaneously landed a kiss on his neck and ended up kissing it several times. He giggled as he got ticklish.
"Stop!" He said laughing. You smiled as you removed your lips off of him.
"Sleep is important for my condition. So, I take sedatives at night so I can assure that I sleep at least 6 hours per day. That's why I relapsed because I haven't been sleeping for days." The confession made your heart race and you had a lump in your throat.
"Oh, then I'll be reminding you of your meds each night, then." He said casually.
You let go of your retained breath. He didn't ask about your condition which made you curious. You were too afraid to tell him, anyways, so having him not asking played you a favor. But then,
"I have a condition that makes me unable to sleep. Sometimes I manage to sleep without the meds but it's too risky to test the episode I'm in. Work plays a huge role in hindering my sleeping patterns. So, that's why I haven't been sleeping: work was overflowing."
Jungkook sat straight in bed leaving you laying your head on the pillow. He adjusted his body so he'd be looking at you. His head lied on his hand that fixed it so he'd have his undivided attention on you.
"Can you tell me more about your condition?" He said as he brushed his thumb on your lips. He was too hungry for your lips. He looked at them like a lion awaiting the right moment to capture its prey. He wanted to taste you and imbibe you into his system. Like an addict who's finally found his drug.
"I'm too afraid to." You declared with ease. Your mental boundaries are no longer there. You just blurted out everything you thought of comfortably and innocently, feeling safe. "It's too much."
"Well, I can understand." He said looking deep into your eyes.
"What if you don't?" You sighed as your eyes trailed to his lips and monitored his chest.
"You'll explain, right? I can be a good student." He smiled. Your cheeks got hot and you felt like you were about to combust from the heat he's sent through your body. "I might not understand at first. I'm not acquainted with medical terms and it might boggle me but I'll take it step by step." He smirked.
"You sure?" You averted your gaze feeling embarrassed of something you haven't said or done.
"Pretty." He said. "Let's start your morning routine?" You looked back up at his face with the fattest smile there is and nodded.
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Red and Violent ✔️
Romance|||"Let the LA skies witness the collision of us. Record it in its constellations." You said calmly, high on his lips. "Let it engrave it in its memory, the day I got to lay my lips on yours." Jungkook continued as he took you in his arms.||| More t...
