Red and Violent ✔️

Chapter 52: Unexpected

Normal POV
"I don't know. You decide." He kissed you.

"I don't know, either. I feel confused." You said as you broke the kiss and looked him deep in the eyes. "I don't know what the past 2 weeks were like. I really have no clue." You looked down to both your hands holding each other.

"The only thing I know is that my body finally feels home now that our skin is touching." Your tears started falling as you kissed his hand. He took his other palm and brushed the tears away.

"Thank you for staying. I understand how hard it must be." You started.

"Shhh." He tried shushing you.

"Please, Jungkook, if this is too much, leave. Please." You shook your head and put it on his chest. Your logic was saying something but your body was hanging on to him like he's more vitalizing than oxygen.

"I don't want to leave." He rubbed your head and pushed it in deeper into his chest.

"I love you. When I say I love you, I don't mean it when you're happy and dancing around the room with nothing but my shirt covering your body. I mean it when you're in tears and you feel helpless. I love you then, now, and always. I never thought I was capable of that until I met you. I never thought I was capable of that until I saw you at your weakest and decided to stay and hold you. I'd rather spend a year in your trance than a day in anyone's festival." His tears started falling as well.

"I don't even think I'll ever be able to compute anything that I'm saying. I just want to stay, Kaesolin. I just want you. Through thick and thin." He wrapped his arms around you and tightened it like he wanted to be one with you. He wanted you two to morph into one entity. He wanted you, forever.

He started lowering down to both his knees and he hugged you legs. He kept kissing your thighs. You wanted to kneel down next to him but he didn't let you. He didn't realize how much he needed you. The way you collide together makes his body fall back into place. He felt like the one who needed you the most. He was a kid that needed his mother's embrace. He was hungry for you.

"Kaesolin?" He said looking up at your face as he was still hanging on to your knees. He was still in tears

"Yes?" You nodded trying to brush away your tears.

"Marry me?" He said without thinking once. Your tears dried and your heart started beating so hard and you palms started sweating. He was still looking up at you with questioning eyes.

"A-are you..." you drifted off and looked around to see that no one was around. You looked down at him and then back around. You broke his hug and went down to your knees in front of him. "A-are you..." you drifted off again. 5 months and he pops out the question just like that? His chest started heaping and falling with worry.

"Yes." You said. "Yes." You kept repeating it over and over. "Yes, Jeon Jungkook." You laughed. "Are we crazy?" You pulled him as you fell on your back on the ground. He was on top of you. He was laughing as well.

"We don't have to do it right away, you know. We can have an engagement for as long as you want it to be." He started landing kisses on you. "It has to be as long, though. We're going to have a wedding so big it'll be written in history." You started laughing between each kiss.

"What if I want it right now?" You whined.

"Then, let's do it, now." He broke the kiss and looked deep into your eyes. "Let's start with the ring, though." He brushed his nose against yours.

"This is crazy!" You hugged him.

"We are." He said. He pushed himself up and took you by the hand. "We're already walking this road together forever, right?"

You nodded. "Forever."
"Does Paul know?" You asked.

"Ah.. No. but he'll come around eventually." He laughed.

"You little fucker, what are you doing to me?" You hit him playfully.

"You tell me what you're doing to me first." He pinched your nose and leaned in to kiss you. This kiss lingered.

"Let's go back to Korea." You said as you broke the kiss.

"Don't you want some closure before you leave?" He asked.

"I just want to leave, now. I don't feel safe here."

"Let's go see my childhood home?" He smirked as he brushed your hair behind your ear.

"Let's go." You smiled. On your way, you went.