Catch me, If I fall (Porcalla Series I)

27th Chapter

He comforts me.

"Salamat Kent, salamat kasi dinadamayan mo ko ngayon".

Tanging yon ang salita na binaggit ko sakanya habang narito kami sa isang Tanawang makikita mo ang kapaligiran, ang buong syudad. Kung gaano ito kalawak, kaganda at kamangha mangha tingnan. Makikita mo ang naggagandahang mga ilaw, mataas na building, mga puno't halaman, mga nagkalat na mga tao at iba pang maaaring matanaw sa aming lugar.

Bakit hanggang ngayon andito tong lalaking to? Madalas ko siyang sinusungitan, madalas ko ring nirereject lahat ng pagpapacharm pero kahit anong gawin ko nananatili siyang matatag at narito palagi sa tabi ko. Kaibigan lang ang maibibigay ko sakanya at hindi ko alam kung ayus ba dahil kapatid niya si Nickollo and he is also my best friend na mahal ko kaso may ibang mahal. It is very awkward for us to be close. Idunno but I want to know more about him nacucurious ako kasi habang tumatagal parang narerealized kong, He's different and matagal ko ng kilala tong taong to.

I starred at the sky, while the stars keep shining and the moon gave us a light. I wish it's all just a dream, I want everything to be okay. I may not be the person that Nickollo wants to be with though  I still want him be myside. I know, I can be his best friend but not like the recent weve been. He hurt me too much he didn't noticed. If Tracy and him have the same feelings I cant accept it right now but soon I will, even though it can hurt me more than this what I am feeling now.

I keep on crying with Kent's shoulder and he just tap my head and back to make me calm. I really need someone to comfort me now, sobrang sakit pero noon wala lang sakin tong ganito. Ngayon, iba yung nararamdaman ko when it comes to Nickollo. Im not that sure pero mabibigyang kahulugan naman na ng mga mata ko non ang nakit kong magkahawak ng kamay si Tracy and Nickollo. Sobrang weird ni Nicko last time, kahit yung side nalang na yon malaman ko di ko pipigilan ang pagmamahal kuno nila ni Tracy if ever totoo man. Basta nakukutob kong Nickollo has a secret he doesn't even tell me yet.

Habang napapaisip ako Kent speak "'wag ka na umiyak, papanget ka nian" he just chuckled.

"Stop being rude Kent, moment ko to"

He smiled and silence has started, it takes a minute when I start to speak.

"Kain tayoo? ammm goto"

He nodded and help me to stand. We stepped into the near Gotohan hr at Tanawan. I sit to a 2 chairs of table for us. Kent ordered and we wait until the order came.

Nakatitig ako sa kanya habang humihigop siya ng goto. Ni hindi ko pa ginagalaw ang pagkain ko because of starring at him. Now, I really do say na gwapo nga siya, pero ang yabang kasi pagdating sa ugali. Kung mas kikilalanin mo larang ang dami niyang tinatago sa buhay niya. He's cheek looks like a girl's cheek that shows a light blush, he's eyes na mapupungay and pilik matang mahahaba, an eyebrow na mas nakapagpaattract sakanya. I know how beauty the physical he has. Pero nagagandahan lang ako or maybe naggwapuhan pero hindi ko siya crush or what, baka ano isipin nio. Im still into, Nickollo and di ko alam pero mahal ko e.

"Hoyyy, lalamig yung goto mo."

Naalarma ako ng nagsalita si Kent.

"Aaa sorry may iniisip lang"

"Dont be nega okay, just eat Im here"

Inirapan ko siya and patagong napangiti kasi be nemen he's being sweet hr duhhh. "Okayyy, salamat"

I eat and eat and eat.

"And isa pa, kung tititigan mo ko you should tell me" he winked

.
No way. "Assumero ng taon?"

"No, because its true"

I just laughed sarcastic I didnt noticed he's presence hanggang matapos ako makakain and bumalik sa sasakyan pero di naman ako kaagad sumakay kasi nasakanya pa ang susi.

He opened the door for me and he sitted on the driver's seat.

"Buti your Dad let you to drive?" I asked him

"Yeah, Im already 18 naman na"

Sabagay, ako turning 18 palang sa grade 12. Bata kasi ako nag aral hep setaside. I want to escape with my love to Nickollo alam kong halata na niya pero di ko naman as in inamin bahala na.

"Kung ako nalang sana minahal mo hindi ka masasaktan ng ganyan, tanga nalang papakawalan ka Izee" he's voice became serious rather than recent.

I see his eyes still focusing into the road. Magsasalita siya pero di na siya tumitingin saken. Halata mong nagiingat talaga siya and dapat lang I will cursed him psh.

Medyo natagalan kami sa traffic kaya nagtext ako kay Mommy na medyo malelate ako ng uwi, hindi ko na binanggit na kasama ko si Kent dahil sure she "kcjdnidndksjkdkahha" char I know u get it. No I just dont want to tell too.

Unti unti nalilimutan ko yung nangyari kanina because of Kent's presence of caring. Wao it was caring? Yeah I call it pag-aalaga, lol I dont know but it is the exact word to say.

We're at the village now hinatid na niya ako sa bahay namin, Mom is in her room kaya buti nalang di nia nakita si Kent.

I say goodbye and thankyou to him before he leaves. I open the gate of our house and nilingon ko siya pero hindi pa din umaalis.

"What?" curious in my brainnnn.

"Nothing. I want to check if u will get in safe" he smiled.

"Im okay, sigi na umikot ka na dian makita ka pa nila Tito Fernan ng Daddy mo na galing ka dito psh. Salamat ule"

He chuckled. "Just get inside"

Pumasok na ko sa loob para makaalis na siya. Sumilip ako sa bintana to make sure nakaalis na siya and di naman ako nagkamali dahil wala na siya.

Naalala ko lowbat yung cellphone ko kaya chinarge ko and pag-kaopen ko I shookt with the floods from my BarD's.

"Gurl ano nangyariii"

"Hey where are u?"

"Nag aalala kami sayo, nasabi na samin ni Nicko lahat"

"Izee"

"Please talk to us"

......

Madami pa yung messages pero hindi ko na binasa lahat and nagshower nalang ako before I slept in my bed. Pagod ako and I really want to rest. I hope the next day will be a best day. Hindi ko na aalalahanin lahat basta gustu ko maayos and maging normal na ule. Dahil ayoko ng ganitong feeling.

Akala ko kaya ko pero, ngayon umiiyak nanaman ako I cant help this feeling sht. I want to explode now. Ang sakit, ang sakit.

I just cry the all night. Tunatawag si Kent but I didnt answer his call. I want to rest I want to escape this kind of love.

I wish it was just all a dream.

I wish it can't be happen again.

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