Idol:The8/ Minghao (SVT)
Warning: just angst
Genre: Angsty angst
Word count: 1602
Ello!
Just wanna quickly say that this was requested by stansvt-. :D
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*Y/n's POV*
I've been rambling quite a lot these past few days. Balancing my school life, trainee life, and love life. Well secret love life.
It's been to a point where I would get frustrated that much, and just break down alone pathetically. That's until, my sunshine and my ray of happiness comes, and I cover it all up with a smile.
Especially since my other half of my heart was set to debut soon, It just made me even more frustrated and angered.
Which in all honesty I didn't know why.
The CEO hasn't even known it yet, none of our parents are offended or disgusted by us, it just seemed like it was fate for me and Minghao to be together.
But deep down, were we really meant to be?
I crumbled up the piece of paper, and threw it in the garbage can like it was trash.
Writing these thoughts have actually helped me a lot mentally. And I've been writing a lot of poetry lately, to lash out all of my anger and frustration.
I've never one to be known for his anger or for his aggression, but I just can't help it these days. I feel like I'm more moody than usual.
"Jagiyaa! Where are you?" My boyfriend asked
"In my room " I answered timidly, wiping off a single lonely tear.
The footsteps were getting closer, signaling that Minghao was getting even closer. I quickly shoved my writing supplies, as 1well as the huge stack of damp tissues on my desk.
*knock knock*
"Come in" I answered weakly
Minghao slowly opens the door, to be greeted by me, laying on the bed, pretending like nothing ever happened. He sat right at the edge of my bed frame.
"I'm gonna debut" He smiled happily
A part of me was happy for him, happy that he made his dream come true. Happy that he had gotten what he deserved all along.
"Oh, wow" I laughed sadly
But, a part of me sadly knew, that this wasn't gonna be that long. Sad, because I know he won't have any time for me. Sad, because I know he's gonna be moving out.
"I've already met my members! They're pretty cool people" He giggled
"Yeah, I bet they are"
"You know I think you sometimes–"
"Minghao, is this going to work?" I asked suddenly
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